Category Archives: Personal

I Want To Make Amends

For my own sanity, I need to make amends to the people I’ve hurt, so long as making the amends doesn’t inflict further hurt. I’m working the Fourth Step now, “making a complete and fearless moral inventory.” Actually making amends … Continue reading

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I Hate To Go Home

I usually finish work about 5 p.m., but I hate to go home. One night a week I have psycho-therapy. Two nights a week, I go to 12-step meetings for my various emotional addictions. And one night a week I … Continue reading

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Imagine My Surprise

I went to writing class last night to read my essay on why Jewish men chase shiksas only to have the tall blonde newcomer share first her story about her love of Jewish ****.

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Who Do I Hate?

I believe in God. I don’t believe that my instincts are right more than 50% of the time. I believe that I’m an addict to sex, love, fantasy, and co-dependent relationships. If I follow my own will, I’m lost. I … Continue reading

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It Helps To Have No Feelings

If you have no feelings, you don’t wince when you carve up people. You’re as cold as ice. You’re a surgeon. Your job is to cut people up. Sometimes you heal them and sometimes you kill them (even the best … Continue reading

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