Category Archives: Personal

My Fear Of Abandonment Comes From My Unwillingness To Grow Up

Posted on May 1, 2013 by Luke Ford

My fear of abandonment keeps raising its ugly head because I’d rather put my reliance on a relationship, a group, a job, a status, on anything rather than to do the work to become self reliant and self-validating. For example, … Continue reading →

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My First Pair Of Tefillin

Posted on April 30, 2013 by Luke Ford

I pick her up, put her on the washing machine, flip the switch to Spin cycle, and move the tefillin out of my eyes. It’s 1993 and I am new to Judaism. I got my first pair of tefillin a … Continue reading →

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Prayer As A Way To Meet Girls

Posted on April 29, 2013 by Luke Ford

Dear Jewish Journal: You wouldn’t believe what happened to me! I was toiling away on my Facebook when I got a message from a young Jewish yoga instructor who liked my video below. One thing led to another and we … Continue reading →

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Lag B’Omer Parade

Posted on April 28, 2013 by Luke Ford

Dear mom: Today is the Jewish holiday of Lag B’Omer and there was a big parade and concert, closing off a main street by where I live and a thousand Orthodox Jews in attendance. I hung out for 2.5 hours, … Continue reading →

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My Dream Girl

Posted on April 28, 2013 by Luke Ford

One Sabbath afternoon in seventh grade at Pacific Union College in Angwin, CA, 94508, I’m hanging out with two male classmates Cary and Kevin. They call this girl in our class who I like, Denise, the most beautiful girl in … Continue reading →

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