Category Archives: Personal

Respect!

Posted on April 13, 2013 by Luke Ford

So there’s this woman whose dad is a rabbi. When she’s on her own, guys flock to her and flirt with her and hug her, but when her dad comes around, they’re suddenly very proper and then they bugger off. … Continue reading →

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Our First Date Was Amazing!

Posted on April 12, 2013 by Luke Ford

In 2003, I have this amazing first date. We meet for coffee. We talk for two hours. I buy us sandwiches. Then she gets in my serial killer van and we drive up the 1 to Malibu and walk hand … Continue reading →

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How Do I Live With Passion?

Posted on April 9, 2013 by Luke Ford

I’m taking these Chinese herbs to help me sleep but they leave me a tad groggy during the day unless I’m excited. So I’m driving home in a daze last night and I had a sense memory of about a … Continue reading →

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My Fear Of Abandonment II

Posted on April 7, 2013 by Luke Ford

* I tend to cling through hell and high water. Because of my fear of abandonment, I put up with more abuse than most BFs, so GFs to get rid of me, have to go bang someone else, at which … Continue reading →

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My Fear Of Abandonment

Posted on April 2, 2013 by Luke Ford

How do you react when people start backing away? I tend to freak out. Even if I make no outward sign of being traumatized, my thinking becomes obsessed with solely the looming abandonment. My work and writing suffer. I can’t … Continue reading →

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