Tag Archives: fear of abandonment

What To Do With Luke

Posted on June 12, 2011 by Luke Ford

“Nobody knew what to do with his brain,” said a 1982 classmate of mine at Placer High School. “He was so hyper-verbal.” I often don’t know what to do with myself. I guess I should take comfort in other people … Continue reading →

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The Dark Night Of The Soul

Posted on May 21, 2011 by Luke Ford

The hours between midnight and four a.m. are usually restless ones for me. I can usually nod off to sleep by about 11 p.m. but then I typically wake up around midnight. If I check my email, it’s likely I’ll … Continue reading →

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Rhapsody In Blue By Gershwin

Posted on May 8, 2011 by Luke Ford

When I hear the music, I don’t feel abandoned. Instead, I feel like my life is full and rich and exciting. I have so many plans and projects. I want to step into my cold shower, go for my 30-minute … Continue reading →

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I’ve Never Dated An Orthodox Girl

Posted on May 7, 2011 by Luke Ford

I don’t fear so often these days that I’m losing control. Therapy is calming. I can bounce my life off someone sharp and get greater clarity. It also gives me accountability. My therapist names things I’m going through such as … Continue reading →

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