Monthly Archives: July 2013

What Are My Limiting Beliefs?

I need to track these, write them out, and challenge them. Here are things I notice flitting through my brain: * No quality woman will go for me while I’m deeply in debt. * I’ll never a home. * That … Continue reading

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Something’s Wrong

My keenest pains are when I realize there’s something wrong with me, that I am way behind my peers (when people I know marry, have kids, get good jobs, etc). Growing up, I kept getting told I was far more … Continue reading

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Prisoners Of War

I’m watching this Israeli TV show “Prisoners of War” and this gorgeous girl, working undercover, throws herself at this guy to try to suck information out of him. And I’m thinking, I’d give anything to be this guy. This is … Continue reading

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I Remember Me

Great documentary! During my 17-year struggle with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS), I’ve often felt as U.S. women’s soccer player Michelle Akers says in this movie — that she died on the day she got sick. This is a superb documentary … Continue reading

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Turning Points

* When I was a child, I had these bouts of conscience where I confessed my sins to my step-mom. This began my life-long habit of confessing, which has repaired many a relationship. For the last 16 years, I’ve done … Continue reading

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