Category Archives: Personal

The Dynamics Of Sexual Excitement

In 1999, I joined JDate and met exactly one woman. She was a doctor, just my type. I like powerful competent people. They excite my fantasies of rescue. We exchanged messages and emails and talked on the phone and finally … Continue reading

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God Is Doing Amazing Things In My Life!

When I quit writing on the porn industry in October of 2007, I had no debt and $6,000 in the bank. Over the next five years, I took on $44,000 in credit card debt, $25,000 from my family, and another … Continue reading

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Ingraining Bad Posture

In early 1985, I had the cleaning and gardening contract at the Boyne Island Shopping Centre in Queensland, Australia. I was 18. Early one evening, I was watching the local news and lifting buckets of bricks to build my body. … Continue reading

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Western Union Fraud From My Bank Of America Checking Account

Yesterday somebody sent themselves $615 via Western Union from my checking account, so today when I discovered this, I filed a fraud claim with Bank of America, closed my account and opened another one. A friend told me this happened … Continue reading

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Where Did I Have To Make A 180-Degree Turn?

At the beginning of the story, what is the truth of the character and what is the lie? The truth I kept telling myself through my 40s was that through sheer application of my will power, I could achieve anything. … Continue reading

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