The Goy

6:15 a.m. I’m studying Torah with the rabbi. There’s a loud knocking at the front door. I get up grumpily and walk to the door and open it.

There’s a goy outside. A female goy. A shiksa. She looks latina or black. I figure she wants money or help or something and I’m irritated.

Then she hands me a bag containing tefillin, tallit, and a siddur. She says she found it on the street. It contained some paper with the name of the shul.

I thank her and take the bag. “The rabbi will know what to do,” I say.

I show the rabbi the bag and tell him the story. He knows the owner.

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I Can’t Drink Coffee

If I drink more than a cup of regular coffee, I get jittery, anxious and don’t sleep well. I toss and turn and curse my fate. I might even get up and blog in the early morning hours.

I must try to limit myself to caffeine-free tea.

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President Obama Decides To Not Enforce Immigration Law

On his radio show today, Dennis Prager said: “How do you know at what age a person [illegally] came to the country? Isn’t by definition a person who comes over illegally, there’s no track record.”

“Why can’t you say, I came here at 15. Why doesn’t every illegal immigrant say in effect, I came here at 15. I’m 50. I came here with my mother at 16. I can’t prove it but nobody can prove it. So you just take people’s word for it? Why doesn’t it apply to anybody? They say it applies to 800,000 but where did they get that number from? It’s now bandied about as though it’s scientific.”

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Six Days Shomer Brit!

I realize I used to store up eroticized rage scenarios through the day to treasure during alone time. Now no treasuring. I wonder how this will change me? I went about 15 months in 1990-1991 as I got into Judaism.

Gary Wilson writes: “Scientists are discovering a neurochemical “hangover” after sexual satiety, which if overridden by more ejaculation, adversely affects mood and the ability to cope with stimulants. First we’ll look at the science; then we’ll consider what it might mean for those masturbating more frequently than they would have without Internet porn.”

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He Left It All On The Field

“If you keep writing as you’re writing, will you accomplish the things you want to accomplish in the rest of your life?” his therapist asked him.

He thought about that for a long time and finally, reluctantly, quietly, answered, “no.”

“I know we’ll talk about how I can modify my writing to fit my life, but I am more interested in fitting my life to my writing. When I have money, I go out in the evenings to writer gatherings and then I’m less vulnerable to feeling ostracized in Orthodox life. I have my writer community. When I have no money, I can’t drive anywhere, and I just go to shul. It’s free.”

“If you died tomorrow,” his therapist asked, “would you have accomplished what you wanted in life?”

“No,” he said. “I would not. That possibility fills me with ache, with loss. Those are the themes I’m driven to write about. I can write about happy things but they’re not what I vibrate to and therefore they have no power. In many senses, I have no choice but to write about what moves me — loss. Some people would call it negativity. Whatever you call it, that’s what moves me. That’s what gives me the energy to write. Writing is exhausting. Unless I’m moved, my writing doesn’t pack a punch and has no effect on the world.”

“I haven’t accomplished what I wanted in life. I haven’t married and I haven’t had children, but there are moments after I’ve poured everything out in a blog post that I lie back exhausted, having left everything I’ve got on the field of dreams. I’ve poured it all out. I’ve gone as deep as I can. I’ve been as honest as I can. I’ve given everything I can. And in those moments, I feel a deep sense of doing what I was put on earth to do. I’ve surrendered to my task, no matter what the consequences to my life.”

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Who Are The Richest Rabbis in Israel? Also: Shocking Vandalism at Yad Vashem

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LAT: Chabad of North Hollywood’s building-in-progress is too big for the neighborhood?

LAT: For two decades, Dee Tuntkavep has enjoyed a view of pine-shrouded Chandler Boulevard from the upstairs reading room of her Sherman Oaks home.

Now all she sees are concrete walls two stories high — the still-in-progress expansion of an Orthodox Jewish house of worship. In fact, plans for the upgraded Chabad of North Hollywood are for a structure nearly nine times the size of the prayer house it replaces.

On its website, the Chabad gives thanks: “Divine Providence has finally shined down on this long-awaited project.”

Litigation, however, has brought the project to a virtual halt.

Tuntkavep and dozens of other residents say the new building’s size — 12,000 square feet squeezed onto a 9,568-square-foot parcel zoned for residential — is just too big for the surrounding blocks of single-family homes, some starting at more than $1 million.

“It’s like a mountain,” Tuntkavep said. “How did this happen?”

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Silenced: How Apostasy and Blasphemy Codes are Choking Freedom Worldwide

Book description: The fatwa against Salman Rushdie and the 2005 Danish cartoon fracas awakened many people to the potency of blasphemy accusations in the Muslim world. Accusations and charges such as “blasphemy,” “apostasy,” “insulting Islam,” or “hurting Muslims’ religious feelings” pose a far greater danger than censorship of irreverent caricatures of Mohammad: they are increasingly used as key tools by authoritarian governments and extremist forces in the Muslim world to acquire and consolidate power. These charges, which draw on disputed interpretations of Islamic law and carry a traditional punishment of death, have proved effective in crushing or intimidating not only converts and heterodox groups, but also political and religious reformers. In fact, one reason for the recent growth of more repressive forms of Islam is their use of accusations of blasphemy, apostasy, and related charges to intimidate and silence their religious opponents and make any criticism of their own actions and ideas religiously suspect. The effect of such laws thus goes far beyond what might narrowly be called religious matters. This volume provides the first world survey of the range and effects of apostasy and blasphemy accusations in the contemporary Muslim world, in international organizations, and in the West. The authors argue that we need to understand the context, history, impact, and mechanics of the blasphemy phenomenon in modern Muslim societies and guidance on how to effectively respond.

The book covers the persecution of Muslims who convert to another religion or decide that they have become agnostic or atheists, as well as ‘heretics:’ those who are accused of claiming a prophet after Mohammed, such as Baha’is and Ahmadis. It also documents the political effects in Muslim societies of blasphemy and apostasy laws, as well as non-governmental fatwas and vigilante violence. It describes the cases of hundreds of victims, including political dissidents, religious reformers, journalists, writers, artists, movie makers, and religious minorities throughout the Muslim world.

Finally, it addresses the legal evolution toward new blasphemy laws in the West; the increasing use of laws on “toleration” in the West, which may become surrogate blasphemy laws; increasing pressure by Muslim governments to make Western countries and international organizations enforce laws to restrict speech; and the increasing use of violence to stifle expression in the West even in the absence of law.

“Islamists, claiming they want only respect for their religion, are imposing brutal punishments for apostasy and blasphemy in the non-Muslim as well as the Muslim world. In this eloquent and definitive work Marshall and Shea make a powerful case that for us to accommodate this, anywhere, would be disastrous–weakening truly moderate Muslims and those of us who support them, and seriously crippling our own freedoms of speech and religion.”– R. James Woolsey, Chairman, Foundation for Defense of Democracies; Former Director of Central Intelligence

“The book offers an extensive survey of blasphemy and its effects on Muslim societies and individuals, with a consideration of analogous developments in the contemporary West. The ad hoc way of enforcing blasphemy laws is placed in the framework of classical Islamic discussion where blasphemy is a function of state jurisdiction rather than simply of vigilante activism. As the book makes clear, evidence of arbitrary use of blasphemy is evidence also of contested state jurisdiction. This is a most valuable study.”
— Lamin Sanneh, D. Willis James Professor of Missions & World Christianity, Yale University

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In Paradisum

In paradisum deducant angeli
Perducant te Jerusalem
Te decet hymnus Deus in Zion
Et tibi in Jerusalem
Luceat eis et lux perpetua
Luceat eis Domine
Lux aeterna

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Seventh-Day Adventists Who Seem As Religious As Orthodox Jews

An Orthodox Jewish friend of mine is having trouble passing a particular test. So his Seventh-Day Adventist coworker advises him to fast. And if he can’t fast from food, he should go on a media fast.

“They’re like Orthodox Jews,” said my friend.

It shakes you up when you meet people who are as religious as you and as God-fearing but belong to a different religion.

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