Category Archives: Personal

My Rage, Resentment And Despair With Technology

Come July 3, I’ll have been blogging for 21 years, but I’ve never been ahead of the curve with technology. I only started using proper blogging software (WordPress) in 2006. I only started my Youtube channel in 2007. I only … Continue reading

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Euphoric Recall

Step One: I admitted that my life had become unmanageable. Step Two Step Three Step Four

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The Strain Of Streaming

I haven’t done much writing over the past four months as Youtube streaming has taken over my spare time. On Sunday, I streamed for almost 8 hours total, and afterward I was too keyed up to sleep. I find doing … Continue reading

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I’m Not Afraid To Wave My Dildos Of Truth At The Deep State

@lukeford dildo technique video series. pic.twitter.com/wQFymNNQpc — mick lascelles (@LascellesMik) April 17, 2018 According to Wikipedia: Kurdaitcha (or kurdaitcha man) is a ritual “executioner” in Australian Aboriginal culture (specifically the term comes from the Arrernte people) who points the dildo … Continue reading

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My Car Billows Smoke On Pico Bl And Over-Heats While I Stream With Serenity

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. It turned out to be a blown radiator hose. Psychiatrist Stephen Marmer was … Continue reading

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Comments

From messages and comments I’ve received lately: * Maybe we should talk about the patriarchal state instead of the ethnostate? I think the woman question deserves more air time. I watch this gossiping news babes on CNN and… it’s bad. … Continue reading

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The Woman Who Heals

Most men have fantasized that a particular women could make them feel whole if only she’d go to bed with them. This desire to rescue or be rescued is a symptom of love addiction. It comes from the desire to … Continue reading

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What Does It Feel Like To Be Selfish?

When I am in my character defects of dishonesty, self-seeking, selfishness, inconsideration and fear, I tighten, compress and narrow. When I am tall and free and easy, I am serene, open and happy. When I want something so badly that … Continue reading

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What Makes Someone Jewish?

I just did a podcast with Jim Goad.

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Where Do You Get Your Power?

I’ve had a lot of good ideas over the course of my life. I’ve had grand visions. I’ve had big dreams. But when I started to do the things I had to do to make my dreams come true, I … Continue reading

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