Category Archives: Personal

Remembering Ellis Kooby DC

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When Porn Still Mattered: The Luke Ford Story

I wrote about the porn industry from 1995 to 2007. ReactionaryMBA tweets: “Can you do a show on what you learned?” I was interviewed for the 2011 documentary “After Porn Ends” about the lives of porn stars after they leave … Continue reading

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(((Supply)))

From Stark Truth TV: When Podcaster Robert Stark’s dreams of greatness don’t seem to be coming true in Santa Barbara, he heads down to LA to meet the one (((moral leader))) who has all the answers: Luke Ford. LINK: Robert … Continue reading

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Real Physical Ailments Vs My Girly Emo Crap

Historicity commented on my video below: “Yes, miserable. But due to physical ailments, not your girly emo crap.” Guess what, mate? Physical ailments and girly emo crap emerge out of the same thing — the unity of our being. We … Continue reading

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(((Supply)))

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The Gratitude Solution

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How Do You Stay Sane While Streaming?

How do you stay sane while moderating a lively Youtube discussion? How do you balance the competing needs of your audience, your ethics, and your guests? We can’t control other people, and yet we all exert a force field. We … Continue reading

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Loneliness

I was inspired by this webinar by Alex Katehakis. Far West comments: “I’ve asked myself the same question while feeling lonely at parties – “does anyone here care about me?” I like your therapists response. People will naturally begin to … Continue reading

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My Rage, Resentment And Despair With Technology

Come July 3, I’ll have been blogging for 21 years, but I’ve never been ahead of the curve with technology. I only started using proper blogging software (WordPress) in 2006. I only started my Youtube channel in 2007. I only … Continue reading

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Euphoric Recall

Step One: I admitted that my life had become unmanageable. Step Two Step Three Step Four

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