The Unsaying of Karen Armstrong

Karen Armstrong (b. November 14, 1944) has done more than any living writer to teach general readers how religions work. She holds no university chair. She commands no seminar room, supervises no doctoral students, and publishes in no peer-reviewed journals. Yet her books sell in the millions, appear in forty-five languages, and sit on the shelves of imams, rabbis, bishops, and atheists who agree on little else. Her career runs against the grain of the modern knowledge economy, where credentials gate the conversation. She lost her credentials early, in a single afternoon at Oxford, and built her authority from the wreckage.

She was born in Wildmoor, a village in Worcestershire, into a family of Irish Catholic descent. The family moved to Bromsgrove and then to Birmingham. English Catholics of that era occupied an ambiguous position. They belonged to the nation and stood apart from its established church, its public schools, its Oxbridge Anglicanism. The Irish inflection added a second layer of distance. A clever Catholic girl in the postwar Midlands had a narrow set of ladders available to her, and the church controlled most of them.

In September 1962, at seventeen, Armstrong entered the Society of the Holy Child Jesus, a teaching order founded in the nineteenth century by Cornelia Connelly (1809-1879). The timing carries weight. The Second Vatican Council opened the following month. Armstrong entered a convent formed by the old dispensation, weeks before the church began dismantling it. The novitiate she describes in her memoirs belongs to a vanished world: the great silence after night prayers, the reading of spiritual texts aloud at meals, the chapter of faults where a nun knelt and accused herself before her sisters. She has written that she was required to discipline her body with a small whip and to wear a spiked chain on her arm. When she spoke out of turn, a superior set her to work at a treadle sewing machine that held no needle, and she pedaled at nothing for two weeks. The exercise had a theological rationale. The will was the enemy. Obedience without purpose trained the will to die.

She has also insisted, against the expectations of readers who want a simple horror story, that the convent taught her to think. The order prized study. Her superiors sent her, still in the habit, to read English at St Anne’s College, Oxford. The image deserves a moment: a professed nun crossing an Oxford quad in the late 1960s, past undergraduates in miniskirts, past the posters and the politics, on her way to tutorials on Milton. She lived in two centuries at once. In 1969, while still a student, she left the order. Seven years of formation ended with a dispensation from her vows and a suitcase. She was twenty-four and had never handled money, chosen her own clothes, or decided how to spend an evening.

She took a congratulatory first, the rare degree awarded when examiners find nothing to question, and began a doctorate on Alfred Tennyson (1809-1892). The university committee approved her topic. She wrote the thesis. Then an external examiner failed it on the ground that the topic was unsuitable. The verdict made no sense on its own terms, since the topic had been approved before she wrote a word, and colleagues urged her to appeal. She did not. Something in her, formed perhaps by years of practiced submission to authority, accepted the judgment and walked away. The academic career ended there, in 1973, before it began. Every book she later wrote came from outside the walls.

The 1970s were the worst decade of her life. She fainted in public, smelled odors no one else smelled, and lost stretches of time. Doctors read the symptoms as psychiatric and treated her accordingly, with drugs and with a stay in a mental hospital. In 1976 a neurologist gave the episodes their true name: temporal lobe epilepsy. She has described the diagnosis as a liberation. The visions and absences that she, her doctors, and her former superiors had read as hysteria, or as failed mysticism, had an organic source. The diagnosis also complicated her past. Some of the experiences she had once framed in religious terms were seizures. She declined to let the neurology settle the theology. The brain produces the experience, she came to argue, and the question of what the experience means remains open. She later served as vice-president of Epilepsy Action and spoke for patients whose condition still carries stigma.

That same year she took a job teaching English at James Allen’s Girls’ School in Dulwich, a fee-paying school in south London. By day she taught Shakespeare to the daughters of the professional classes. By night she wrote an account of her convent years. Through the Narrow Gate appeared in 1982 to strong reviews and made her, briefly, a scandal. Former nuns did not write such books. The genre of convent memoir existed mostly as Protestant polemic; here was an insider’s account, unsparing about the institution and tender toward the vocation, written by a woman who had loved what damaged her. The school let her go around the same period, her epilepsy a factor, and she found herself at thirty-eight with no husband, no pension, no institution, and one book.

Television saved her. In 1984 Channel 4 commissioned her to write and present The First Christian, a six-part documentary on Paul of Tarsus. The project sent her to Israel, the West Bank, Jordan, and Turkey to walk the ground Paul walked. She arrived a lapsed Catholic with a grudge against religion and a set of confident opinions about Judaism and Islam that she had absorbed without examination. The trip broke the opinions. In Jerusalem she saw the three monotheisms stacked in stone, the Western Wall beneath the Haram al-Sharif, the Via Dolorosa threading through the Muslim Quarter, each tradition praying over the ruins of the others. She heard the muezzin at dawn and watched Hasidic men run to prayer. She called the journey a breakthrough, and it set the program for the rest of her working life. The three faiths of Abraham could only be understood together, in their shared ground and shared history, and almost no one in the English-speaking world was writing about them that way for a general audience.

A decade of preparation followed, mostly in the reading room of the London Library, where she taught herself the scholarship of three traditions. She acknowledges two guides above the rest: Wilfred Cantwell Smith (1916-2000), the Canadian scholar of comparative religion who argued that faith names a human orientation rather than a list of propositions, and Bernard Lonergan (1904-1984), the Jesuit philosopher of insight. In 1993 she published A History of God, tracing four thousand years of Jewish, Christian, and Muslim ideas about the divine. The book’s thesis sounds simple and lands hard: the idea of God has a history. Each generation makes the concept do new work, and when a version of God stops working, people quietly replace it while insisting nothing has changed. The book became an international bestseller and remains the most widely read introduction to comparative monotheism in English. It also fixed her method: wide synthesis of specialist scholarship, narrative drive, and a refusal to treat any tradition as the default from which the others deviate.

Jerusalem: One City, Three Faiths followed in 1996, reconstructing the city’s history as a study in sanctity and possession. Each conqueror, she shows, arrived claiming to restore the city’s true meaning and left another layer of exclusion. No tradition, she concludes, holds an exclusive title to the city’s significance, a judgment that earned her critics in all three camps.

Then came September 11, 2001, and Armstrong became something no one plans to become: the person a frightened civilization calls to explain its enemy. She had published Muhammad: A Biography of the Prophet in 1991 and Islam: A Short History in 2000, books that treated their subject with the sympathy she extended to every tradition. After the attacks, those books sold in enormous numbers. She addressed members of the United States Congress on three occasions, lectured at the State Department, and spoke at Davos. Her argument stayed constant under pressure. Islam contains fourteen centuries of law, philosophy, science, and art; the terrorists represent a modern political pathology dressed in religious language; and the roots of jihadism run through colonialism, failed states, and humiliated societies rather than through the Quran. Critics on the right called this apologetics. Muslim audiences, watching a former Catholic nun defend their prophet on Western television, received her as few Western writers have been received. Neither response changed her account.

Her second memoir, The Spiral Staircase (2004), returned to the years between the convent and the writing life and stands as her finest sustained piece of prose. The book takes its title from T. S. Eliot’s Ash Wednesday and its shape from her conviction that her life kept circling the same material, religion, at rising levels. She had tried to leave the subject. The subject declined to leave her.

The Great Transformation (2006) widened the canvas to the Axial Age, the period from roughly 900 to 200 BCE identified by Karl Jaspers (1883-1969), when China, India, Israel, and Greece each produced revolutions in moral thought. Confucius (551-479 BCE), the Buddha, the Hebrew prophets, and the Greek philosophers, working in ignorance of one another, converged on a common discovery: that the measure of religion lies in the surrender of ego and the practice of concern for others. The Golden Rule appears in every one of these traditions. Armstrong reads the convergence as the deepest fact about religion, deeper than any doctrine that divides the traditions from one another.

That reading hardened into a program. In February 2008 she won the TED Prize, which grants its recipient one hundred thousand dollars and a wish. Standing before an audience of technologists and entrepreneurs in Monterey, an English ex-nun in her sixties, she wished for a Charter for Compassion, drafted across faiths and published to the world. Thousands of people contributed language online; a council of thinkers from six traditions shaped the final text; and the Charter launched in November 2009. Hundreds of cities, schools, and institutions have since affirmed it. Twelve Steps to a Compassionate Life (2010) turned the Charter into a practice, modeled with a convert’s irony on Alcoholics Anonymous. Compassion, she argues there, works less like an emotion than like a craft. You train it the way you train scales on a piano, daily, against resistance, until the self’s claim to the center of the world loosens.

The same years produced her most contested intellectual argument. The Case for God (2009) contends that premodern theology rarely treated statements about God as literal descriptions. The classical traditions of Judaism, Christianity, and Islam ran on apophatic theology, the discipline of unsaying, which holds that God exceeds every concept and that language about God gestures rather than describes. Aquinas and Maimonides, on her reading, would find both the modern fundamentalist and the modern atheist strangely alike: two parties who agree that religious language makes factual claims and disagree only about whether the claims are true. She pressed the argument against Richard Dawkins (b. 1941), Christopher Hitchens (1949-2011), and Sam Harris (b. 1967), whose books she treats as attacks on the crudest available version of belief. The New Atheists returned fire, and some scholars of religion joined them from a different direction, arguing that Armstrong’s apophatic past is selective, that ordinary believers across history have taken their doctrines as facts, and that her mystical consensus belongs to a learned elite she has mistaken for the tradition. The dispute remains open. Her position has not moved.

Fields of Blood (2014) took on the claim that religion causes war. Across nine hundred years of cases, from Assyrian conquest to the Crusades to modern jihadism, she argues that organized violence tracks states, empires, resources, and identity, and that religion supplies the vocabulary of conflicts whose engines lie elsewhere. Secular ideologies, she notes, produced the largest slaughters of the twentieth century without theological assistance. Reviewers split on schedule. The Lost Art of Scripture (2019) argued that sacred texts were composed for ritual performance and moral transformation, and that the silent, solitary, information-seeking reading practiced by moderns, believer and skeptic alike, misuses them. Sacred Nature (2022) extended the method to the environment, surveying Daoist, Confucian, and indigenous traditions in which nature commanded reverence, and proposing that the ecological crisis is at bottom a failure of that older imagination.

Her own position kept moving beneath the books. For years she called herself a freelance monotheist, worshipping wherever the door stood open. Later she dropped even that. “If anything, I’m a Confucian, I think,” she told an interviewer, an answer that summarizes her mature view: ritual, self-discipline, and concern for others constitute the religious life, and metaphysics can wait. She never married. She lives in London, in Islington, among her books.

The academy has never known where to put her. She reads no ancient languages at a scholarly level and works from secondary sources, synthesizing the labor of specialists into narratives the specialists could never write and would sometimes prefer unwritten. Historians fault her harmonizing habit, the way her comparative method sands the traditions until their shared compassion shows and their real quarrels fade. Conservative Catholics resent her portrait of the church; conservative Protestants reject her symbolic Bible; secular critics say she launders religion’s record. The honors came anyway: fellowship in the Royal Society of Literature in 2005, the British Academy‘s inaugural Nayef Al-Rodhan Prize for Global Cultural Understanding in 2013, appointment as Officer of the Order of the British Empire in 2015, the Princess of Asturias Award for Social Sciences in 2017, and honorary doctorates from universities that once had no place for her.

The shape of the career repays attention. An institution formed her, harmed her, and expelled her into a decade of illness and failure. A second institution, the university, approved her work and then destroyed it on a technicality she declined to fight. From these two rejections she built a third path, addressed over the heads of the gatekeepers to the millions of readers the gatekeepers do not serve. Her central claim, that religion is a practice of compassion rather than a system of propositions, restates her biography as theology. The doctrines failed her. The discipline remained. She has spent fifty years arguing that the discipline was the point all along, and a large part of the reading world, weary of the war between certainties, has taken her word for it.

Notes

The details of convent discipline, including the whip, the spiked chain, and two weeks of sewing with a needleless treadle machine, come from Karen Armstrong’s memoirs and are summarized in her Wikipedia entry, which cites a profile in The Guardian: Wikipedia. Rachel Cooke’s 2014 interview in The Guardian, published around the release of Fields of Blood, also discusses Armstrong’s years in the convent and her eventual epilepsy diagnosis.

Her appearances before the United States Congress, lectures at the State Department, participation at the World Economic Forum in Davos, and service as an ambassador for the United Nations Alliance of Civilizations are documented in her standard publisher biography: Penguin Random House.

The chronology of the TED Prize and the Charter for Compassion, including the February 2008 award and the November 2009 launch of the Charter, is documented by the Charter for Compassion and Armstrong’s TED profile.

The remark, “If anything, I’m a Confucian, I think,” is quoted in the Wikipedia entry. Before publication, it would be worth locating the original interview from which the quotation is taken.

Her acknowledgment of Wilfred Cantwell Smith and Bernard Lonergan appears in her memoir The Spiral Staircase.

Her service as a vice president of Epilepsy Action is documented by the organization.

Armstrong’s account of weeping with relief after receiving her epilepsy diagnosis appears in The Spiral Staircase. I described the diagnosis simply as a moment of liberation because I could not independently verify the exact wording of that passage.

I added several pieces of self-evident background without separate citation. These include the atmosphere of a pre-Vatican II novitiate, such as the Great Silence, refectory readings, and the chapter of faults, all of which are standard features of religious life and consistent with Armstrong’s memoirs. The Oxford quadrangle scene and the decade spent working in the London Library are my staging of documented facts. Armstrong was a nun at St Anne’s College, Oxford, and she describes years of self-directed study in London before 1993. I also referred to Islington as her neighborhood because it appears in several published profiles.

Karen Armstrong and the Field She Could Not Enter

An external examiner fails a doctoral thesis at Oxford in the early 1970s. The topic had been approved by the university’s own committee. The candidate does not appeal. On its face the episode is an academic misfortune, one of thousands, the kind of injury the university produces as routine byproduct. Read through Pierre Bourdieu (1930-2002), it is something else: an act of consecration refused, performed by an agent of the field on a candidate whose trajectory the field had no way to read. Everything Karen Armstrong later became follows from that refusal, and follows from it in ways Bourdieu’s theory predicts with uncomfortable accuracy.

Bourdieu describes social life as a set of fields, each a structured space of positions where agents compete for the capital the field recognizes. The academic field trades in credentials, citations, chairs, and the approval of peers. The journalistic field trades in audience, timeliness, and name recognition. The religious field trades in salvation goods and the authority to dispense them. Each field guards its borders, sets a price of entry, and reserves to itself the power of consecration, the power to declare who counts. Agents enter fields carrying a habitus, the durable set of dispositions laid down by their formation, which fits them for some games and unfits them for others. Capital earned in one field converts to another only at a rate of exchange, and the conversion is never free.

Armstrong’s habitus was formed in an institution that no longer exists. The Society of the Holy Child Jesus in 1962 belonged to the pre-conciliar church, a total institution that trained two dispositions in her at once and at maximum intensity: submission to authority and disciplined study. The needleless sewing machine taught the first. The dispatch to Oxford taught the second. Bourdieu insists that habitus outlives the conditions that produced it, and that when the field changes faster than the habitus, the agent suffers what he calls hysteresis, the drag of dispositions tuned to a vanished game. Armstrong is a textbook case twice over. The church reformed itself while she was inside, dissolving the world her formation fit. Then she carried the convent’s dispositions into fields that had never heard of them.

The walked-away thesis is the place to watch the habitus operate. Colleagues urged her to appeal a verdict that violated the field’s own rules. The appeal might have won. She submitted instead, and her own later account connects the submission to seven years of trained obedience. Bourdieu might add that the field colluded in the outcome. She entered the academic game with the wrong social capital, no patron invested in her survival, no network primed to contest the examiner, an ex-nun in her late twenties whose formation the dons could not place. The field expelled her at the moment of consecration, and the expulsion cost the field nothing. It never learned what it had discarded, because fields keep no accounts of the excluded.

What follows looks, in her memoirs, like a decade of drift: illness, misdiagnosis, a teaching job, a first book. Read as trajectory, it is capital conversion under duress. The convent had given her one asset the market could price, an insider’s knowledge of a closed institution, and Through the Narrow Gate converted it. The ex-nun’s story sold because the journalistic field pays for access to closed worlds, and she held a monopoly on hers. The book’s success bought her entry to broadcasting, and Channel 4’s commission for The First Christian completed the move. She now held a position in the field of cultural production at large, the field of general audiences, freelance commissions, and name recognition, the field Bourdieu calls large-scale production and opposes to the restricted field where academics write for one another.

Her mature career runs on a single sustained arbitrage between those two fields. The academic study of religion produces enormous stores of restricted capital: specialist monographs, contested findings, scholarship locked behind the field’s own language. The field’s structure forbids its members to convert that capital at scale. Specialization is the price of entry; the scholar who writes a four-thousand-year history of God across three traditions has, by the field’s internal accounting, stopped being a scholar. Synthesis reads as amateurism inside the border and as authority outside it. Armstrong, holding no position inside, paid no price. A History of God raids the restricted field, acknowledges its debts to Wilfred Cantwell Smith and Bernard Lonergan, and converts the haul into the largest-circulation account of comparative monotheism in English. The academy’s response, admiration braided with condescension, is what the theory predicts. She had done something the field’s own rules make impossible for its members, and the field could neither claim her nor dismiss her. Reviewers said she simplified. Readers made her the most consequential writer on religion of her generation. Both were describing the same conversion from opposite banks.

September 11, 2001 was a field event before it was anything else for her. The political and journalistic fields faced a sudden, desperate demand for a commodity almost no one held: the ability to explain Islam to a frightened Anglophone public in language that public could absorb. The academic field held the knowledge and could not deliver it; its members lacked the platform, the prose, and in many cases the will. Armstrong held the intersection. Islam: A Short History was already in print. Within months she was addressing Congress, lecturing at the State Department, appearing at Davos. Each appearance converted cultural capital into political and social capital at a rate available to perhaps three or four people alive. Bourdieu notes that crises revalue capital overnight, and that agents positioned at the border between fields capture the revaluation. She had spent fifteen years, without a plan, building the exact position the crisis would price highest.

The war with the New Atheists is best read as a border conflict over jurisdiction. Richard Dawkins arrived carrying massive capital from the scientific field and claimed the right to rule on religion’s truth, a raid across field lines that treated theology as failed biology. Armstrong’s counterattack in The Case for God is a position-taking in the strict Bourdieusian sense. Her apophatic argument, that classical theology never made the factual claims Dawkins refutes, redraws the border so that the scientist’s capital loses its purchasing power on religious ground. The quarrel enriched both parties, which is how such quarrels persist. Each side needed the other as foil; each book sold the other’s; and the combat confirmed the shared illusio, the belief that the question of religion is worth fighting over, without which neither position holds value. Scholars of religion, watching from the restricted field, complained that both combatants misrepresented the object. Their complaint changed nothing, because they held no position in the field where the fight occurred.

The Charter for Compassion completes the pattern with a move Bourdieu documents among the consecration-denied: when existing instances refuse to crown you, found your own. The TED Prize of 2008 marks the arrival of a new consecrating power, a Silicon Valley institution minting symbolic capital outside the old academies entirely, and Armstrong was among the first to grasp what its currency could buy. The Charter is an institution with her signature on it, a border-crossing entity that draws clergy, academics, mayors, and school boards into a structure whose founding capital is hers. She no longer petitions fields for recognition. She operates an instance that recognizes others.

Then the old instances came to her. The Royal Society of Literature in 2005, the British Academy’s inaugural prize in 2013, the OBE in 2015, Asturias in 2017. Bourdieu describes how fields absorb successful heresy: once an excluded trajectory accumulates capital the field can no longer ignore, consecration arrives late and functions as recapture. The honors declare that she was one of theirs after all, and the declaration serves the honoring institutions as much as it serves her. The Royal Society of Literature gains the luster of the best-known religion writer in the language. The British Academy, naming her the first winner of a prize for global cultural understanding, buys a share in a reputation the academy’s own field had refused to underwrite forty years earlier. The examiner’s verdict was never overturned. It was priced out.

One question remains for any Bourdieusian reading: does the agent see the game? Armstrong’s memoirs narrate her trajectory in vocational language, the spiral staircase, the calling that circled back, the discipline that turned out to be the point. Bourdieu might read that narration as the final and most necessary conversion, the transformation of necessity into virtue. She could not stay in the convent, could not enter the academy, could not stop writing about religion, and her mature doctrine, that religion is practice rather than proposition, that compassion outranks doctrine, that the outsider to every orthodoxy sees what the orthodox cannot, universalizes her own position into a theology. The excluded trajectory becomes the privileged vantage. What the field did to her becomes what religion means. Bourdieu calls this amor fati, the love of one’s fate, and he denies that it is hypocrisy. The habitus performs these strategies below the level of calculation. Nothing in the record suggests she plotted a single move. The convent trained a woman to submit and to study, the fields did the rest, and fifty years later the dispositions that once pedaled a needleless machine had produced twenty-five books, a global charter, and a form of authority that no field granted and every field now must count.

A limit. Field theory prices everything as capital and reads every position as strategy, and it has no column for the decade of seizures and misdiagnosis, the mental hospital, the years when the trajectory was suffering and nothing else. Armstrong’s own account keeps that decade at the center. Bourdieu’s cannot. The theory sees a conversion of assets where she records a woman on the floor of a rented room, smelling odors that were not there, waiting for a name for what was wrong with her. Both accounts are true. Only one of them can say what the machine with no needle cost.

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