Daily Archives: July 22, 2025

I Wanted To Be the Hero of the Bonnie Tyler Song—But All I Got Was This Lousy Livestream

I want to be the hero Bonnie Tyler sings about. You know, “I need a hero! I’m holding out for a hero till the morning light!” That’s me! Or… that’s who I want to be. What I am is a … Continue reading

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Liberal Democracy 3.0: My Society in an Age of Experts

1. Stephen Turner says we’ve shifted from democracy to expertocracy. I’m like—great! I’m perfectly unqualified. I can’t even program my remote. But I’ve got feelings, damn it. And some of them are almost rational. 2. We live in a system … Continue reading

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My Denial Of Death

1. Ernest Becker says we build “hero systems” to deny our death. I became an Orthodox Jew, streamed on YouTube 5x a week, and joined 12-step groups—I’m covered. If that doesn’t beat death, it at least keeps me too busy … Continue reading

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I Courted My Way To NYC In 1993

August, 1993. I’m 27, horny, and full of unprocessed spiritual ambition. Like Paul on the road to Damascus, but instead of Jesus, I met T.—a woman who flew out to see me at my parents’ house in Sacramento. Very romantic… … Continue reading

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Conservative Claims of Cultural Oppression: On the Nature and Origins of “Conservaphobia”

1. Rony Guldmann writes about conservatives feeling like they’re being culturally oppressed. I’m like, finally, someone wrote a scholarly defense of my last 12 livestreams. 2. Reading this book felt like reading my own diary—if my diary had footnotes, more … Continue reading

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