I was preparing a beautiful homily Tuesday night for the short alcohol-soaked life of my Malibu ex when she IM’d me.
It was a beautiful opportunity to share with her my message of hope.
hollyrandall (9:13:41 PM): so are you really leaving us?
Luzdedos1 (9:14:13 PM): yes
hollyrandall (9:14:32 PM): what prompted this decision?
Luzdedos1 (9:15:15 PM): …gave me an ultimatum
hollyrandall (9:16:42 PM): whoa
Luzdedos1 (9:17:08 PM): frankly, i am glad
hollyrandall (9:17:07 PM): me too
hollyrandall (9:17:13 PM): i’m glad you’re doing it 🙂
hollyrandall (9:17:21 PM): i think you’ll find yourself much happier
hollyrandall (9:17:31 PM): you know i’ve urged you to get out
hollyrandall (9:19:12 PM): well it makes sense that he feels you should not be making a living on porn advertising
Luzdedos1 (9:19:33 PM): yes
Luzdedos1 (9:20:15 PM): what’s new with you?
hollyrandall (9:20:10 PM): survived the fires
Luzdedos1 (9:20:38 PM): i was wondering about that
Luzdedos1 (9:20:50 PM): I was preparing a beautiful funeral speech for you
hollyrandall (9:20:42 PM): haha
hollyrandall (9:23:33 PM): seriously it got very close– super scary
Luzdedos1 (9:24:05 PM): oy
hollyrandall (9:24:09 PM): do you have another form of income?
hollyrandall (9:24:15 PM): getting back to you
Luzdedos1 (9:24:57 PM): lukeford.net and revver etc, i’m close to a $1000 a month
hollyrandall (9:25:23 PM): and how much is your rent?
hollyrandall (9:25:34 PM): it doesn’t seem like you had a lot of extra cash flow
Luzdedos1 (9:26:29 PM): I don’t have to get a job this week but soon
hollyrandall (9:26:18 PM): wow that’s cutting it close
hollyrandall (9:26:30 PM): what kind of job are you going to look for?
Luzdedos1 (9:27:07 PM): just checking craigslist and journalismjobs.com for stuff I’d like, otherwise secretarial
hollyrandall (9:27:10 PM): wow a real job
Luzdedos1 (9:28:19 PM): I’m kinda looking forward to it, floundering for a while as i usually do, and eventually finding a niche with a job i like
hollyrandall (9:28:43 PM): it’ll be good to have a solid routine
hollyrandall (9:28:53 PM): hell, you might even meet new people! 😉
Luzdedos1 (9:29:22 PM): exactly, i’m very horny
hollyrandall (9:29:49 PM): now we get to the bottom of the REAL reason
hollyrandall (9:30:02 PM): honestly i hope you really go through with this and don’t come back
hollyrandall (9:30:08 PM): i think you will be much happier
hollyrandall (9:30:12 PM): i’m proud of you
Luzdedos1 (9:30:33 PM): thank you!
hollyrandall (9:30:24 PM): leave us to burn in hell, you deserve better 😉
Luzdedos1 (9:30:41 PM): I agree
Luzdedos1 (9:32:11 PM): reading any good books?
hollyrandall (9:32:08 PM): i’m reading blue shoes and happiness
hollyrandall (9:32:13 PM): it’s a south african book
hollyrandall (9:32:20 PM): my mom loves the author
hollyrandall (9:32:22 PM): it’s cute so far
Luzdedos1 (9:35:37 PM): how close did the fires get to your parents place?
hollyrandall (9:37:05 PM): just over the ridge
