Though I’ve never taken drugs or imbibed much alcohol, I was wild in my late 20s and I got with some crazy women. Alcoholic women are often great and hot looking. Especially the bipolar ones.
My first year in LA. Those were dramatic days. I’d go to every synagogue I could and learn as much Torah as I could and then went out and did what I wanted.
I did not always behave honorably. That lasted about 18 months and I straightened up before I turned 30.
I’m sure there’s a moral lesson here somewhere.