The Free Man at the Billabong

At Dagworth Station, near Winton, in the late summer of 1895, a young woman sits at the piano after dinner and plays a tune she half remembers from a brass band at the Warrnambool races. Her name is Christina Macpherson (1864-1936). Her family holds the run. In the room sits Andrew Barton Paterson (1864-1941), a Sydney solicitor who writes verse under the name Banjo, up from the city engaged to one woman and paying close attention to another. Twelve months earlier striking shearers burned the Dagworth woolshed, and a shearer named Samuel Hoffmeister was found dead by a waterhole, a bullet in him, rather than wait for the police. Paterson listens to the tune. He says he thinks he can put words to it. Before he leaves he has written the story of a swagman who steals a sheep, refuses arrest, drowns himself in a billabong, and goes on singing as a ghost.

The room holds the people the song will indict. A swagman carries his swag, his rolled blanket and few goods, walking station to station looking for work. The title is bush slang for that walking, the swag nicknamed Matilda, the waltz the long tramp down the track. A squatter, in the Australian of the period, is no homeless man but the opposite, a large landholder who once squatted on Crown land and now holds a fortune in wool and freehold. The troopers are mounted police. So the song sets a man who owns one blanket against a man who owns a district, and lets the man with the blanket win the only victory left to him.

One historian, Peter Forrest, argues the song began as a courtship trinket, written to charm Christina while Paterson’s fiancée Sarah Riley sat in the same colony, and that the later reading of it as a workers’ anthem is a misappropriation. Take the claim at its hardest. Suppose the national song started as a private flirtation in a squatter’s parlor, set to a borrowed Scottish air. The swagman it produced still outgrew the room. What a people pours into a song is the people’s work, not the poet’s intention.

Picture the swagman by the water. He boils his billy under a coolibah. A jumbuck comes down to drink, and he takes it and stuffs it in his tucker bag. He has no wages, no roof, no claim on anything but his own legs and the road in front of them. When he sings “you’ll come a-waltzing Matilda with me,” he sings to the swag, to the road, to the only companion a landless man keeps. The sheep is theft by the squatter’s law. By the swagman’s it is dinner and a quiet act of war.

Then the squatter rides up on his thoroughbred, three troopers behind him. Here is the other freedom in the song, and it sits a good saddle. The squatter’s freedom is the title deed, the run held under the Queen’s law, the right to call armed men when his property walks off on another man’s shoulder. The troopers carry the freedom of order, the peace of a colony where the jumbuck stays in the paddock it was born in. In their own account they keep the law, and the law lets a man sleep knowing his flock will stand there at dawn.

The swagman will not be taken. He jumps into the billabong and drowns. “You’ll never catch me alive, said he.” The last verse hands him the only immortality a poor man can reach. “His ghost may be heard as you pass by that billabong.” He cannot be owned, jailed, or finally killed, because the song keeps him singing. The squatter has the land. The swagman has forever.

Here Ernest Becker (1924-1974) helps. In The Denial of Death and Escape from Evil he argues that man knows he will die and cannot stand it, cannot bear to be an animal that eats, breeds, and rots like the jumbuck at the water. So he builds what Becker calls a hero system, a scheme of meaning that tells him how to count, how to be brave, who the enemy is, and how some part of him outlasts his body. A sacred value is the coin of that system. It buys cosmic significance. It tells a man his short life joins something that does not die. And because each people builds its own system, the same word buys immortality in one and buys nothing in the next.

So “freedom” in this song is not one thing. It splits the moment you ask whose freedom, and the splitting runs along the seams of every hero system that has ever sung it. There is no single rival reading. There are many, and they do not agree even on what the swagman did.

For the shearer at Dagworth in the strike year, freedom is the union and the rate. He has watched the squatters bring in non-union men and cut the price of a hundred sheep, and he knows that a shearer with no combination is a serf who happens to move. The man who burns the shed and the man who drowns in the waterhole belong to him. The swagman who refuses the troopers is the worker who refuses the wool cheque on the master’s terms. His ghost is a martyr, and the billabong is a grave the bosses cannot fill in.

For the squatter’s son who inherits the run, the same swagman is a thief, and freedom is the freehold. He grew up hearing that the shed his father built went up in the night, that good rams burned in their pens, that a man cannot improve a country if any drifter with a tucker bag may help himself to the increase. He sings the song at the woolgrowers’ dinner because everyone sings it, and he hears in it a warning dressed as a lark.

Move off the run and the ground itself changes. The billabong carries a name older than Dagworth. A black stockman who works the cattle on that country knows that his people drank this water and buried their dead in this ground long before a squatter pegged a run or a poet found a rhyme. The swagman walks free across cleared country, and the clearing came first. By one account the police who rode the district that season rode with a tracker and were hunting other business when they came on the waterhole. Whatever the truth of that day, the larger truth holds. The swagman’s freedom rests on a taking the song never names, the freedom of a poor white man to roam land emptied so that he could roam it. When the stockman hears the ghost in the billabong, he hears a latecomer on already-haunted ground.

Now bring a man off a boat. Piraeus to Port Melbourne, 1955, a cardboard suitcase and a name the foreman cannot say. He works the night shift, learns enough English to pass the citizenship test, and learns the swagman because his children sing it at school and the neighbors expect it over the chops and the beer. For him freedom is arrival, the right to belong to a country that did not have to take him. The song is the password. To know the jumbuck and the billabong, to sing the swagman without a stumble, proves he has crossed from guest to Australian. The free man on the road becomes, for the man who crossed the sea, the cost of admission.

Carry the song into a worse place. Gallipoli, 1915, or the desert outside Tobruk a generation on. A soldier sings the swagman in the trench because the swagman is the man who will not be taken, and the soldier hopes to be that man when the morning comes. Here freedom is the nation, a thing far enough from home and large enough to die for. The swagman’s drowning rehearses the digger’s death, the good death that buys a place on the memorial and a line in the school assembly forever. Becker would name the trade. The soldier gives his one body to the hero system and draws back deathlessness, his name read out each April while he lies in foreign ground.

Set the song in a church and it inverts. To the believer at the Pentecostal hall, freedom is freedom in the Lord, the soul cut loose from sin and bound to Him. The swagman who steals, despairs, and throws himself into the water is no hero at all. He is a warning, a man who met death without God and chose the billabong over repentance. The same ghost the union man calls a martyr the preacher calls a soul lost on the last night of its life.

Last, the man for whom the fight is over. A suburban accountant in 2026 sings it at the cricket, at the Australia Day barbecue, at the citizenship ceremony for the family next door, a beer in his hand and a paid day off on the calendar. His freedom is the long weekend and the right to grumble about the council. He cheers a thief and a suicide and then drives home to the mortgage on a block the squatter’s grandsons sold off in lots. He carries no swag. He has never slept rough except by accident. The song lends him the outlaw’s glamour for three minutes and charges him none of the outlaw’s price. Becker’s account sits here without strain. A settled, propertied, law-abiding people takes the cosmic shine of the man who owns nothing and answers to no one, and takes it cheap.

That last figure exposes the long joke buried in the national song. The squatter’s law won in 1895. The troopers kept their jobs, the freehold held, the wool went out, and the men who burned the shed went to court or went hungry. The swagman won the century. Australians stand at the football and sing the man their own police would arrest, their own courts would jail, their own banks would never lend a cent. Becker explains why the people feel no contradiction. A hero system can be performed without being lived. You can sing the free man and bank with the squatter, salute the swagman and call the troopers when your own jumbuck walks off, because the song asks for a feeling, not a life. The danger is paid by the man in the verse. The glory comes to the man on the couch.

This is why the song wears so well, and why no single rival reading can dislodge it. A myth that meant one fixed thing would have died with its quarrel. The shearers would have kept it as a strike song and the squatters would have buried it, and a hundred years on it would sit in a folklore archive next to the rest of the dead ballads. Instead it gives each hero system the swagman that system needs. The union man gets a martyr. The squatter gets a warning. The black stockman gets a song that sings over his country and forgets him. The migrant gets a password. The digger gets a rehearsal for his own good death. The believer gets a cautionary tale. The man with the mortgage gets a cheap thrill and a clear conscience. One swagman, one waterhole, one tune off a Scottish brass band, and seven different ways to feel that you will not finally die.

Stand by the billabong at Combo Waterhole today, where the track runs in off the highway and the red kangaroos shelter in what little shade there is, and you can still hear the thing Becker was pointing at. The water holds no body. The land holds no title that the first owners ever signed. The squatter is gone and the troopers are gone and the shearer is gone. What the place keeps is the ghost, and the ghost keeps singing, and every man who passes hears the freedom he already carried in. The swagman went into the water rather than be owned. A whole nation has been waltzing him ever since, each in the system that tells him what the drowning was for.

About Luke Ford

My work has been covered in the New York Times, the Los Angeles Times, and on 60 Minutes. I teach Alexander Technique in Beverly Hills (Alexander90210.com).
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