TheRealJCSGirls writes on MySpace:
To My FELLOW CHRISTIANS. I JUST WANT TO EXPRESS MY DEEPEST HEARTFELT APPOLOGY to Jcsgirls founders Heather Veitch, Lori Albee, and Tanya Huerter. For the last few days I have been posting anonymous hate mail under the guise of REALJCSGIRLS that was intended to slander JCSGIRLS and today the Lord has finally responded. As I was waking up, I felt a sharp pain in my chest. I thought I was having a heart attack and I thought I was going to die. At that second, I did not see myself in heaven, but burning in the ever lasting fires of hell. In a split second all my transgressions against Heather and many of her friends flashed before my eyes. What I thought were acts in the name of Jesus and the holy bible, turned out to be nothing more than the lowest desires human can have. I wanted Heather hurt. I wanted her dead. Why? Because I was so jealous of her I could not stand it. I was reaching out to women in the sex industry before heather, but when she came along, she got all the attention. I was angry with God for overlooking me and let my emotions get the better of me. Not only did I seek to destroy Heather myself, but I dishonestly led others, like my good friends who trusted me, to slander and harm Heather in anyway we could.
But now, with my heart beating its last beats, I suddenly realized the devil had grabbed my heart and my mind and deceived me as only the devil could. And then, as only the devil would, made me realize that it was all a cruel, cruel, hoax of evil in my heart as I lay dying. It was at that moment that I reached out. I cried Jesus name aloud… I cried Jesus SAVE ME! SAVE ME! An eternity passed, but then, I swear to you, the pain in my heart lifted and I heard the soft southing voice of the holy spirit. It only said, "I am with you…" I waited for more but nothing came. I wanted that voice to take me. I wanted to die right there and disappear into the heavens with that voice. But there was only calm and the soft sounds of birds outside my window. All my chest pain was gone. Slowly, I got out of bed. I fell to my knees in prayer as the tears rushed from my eyes.
I notice that this poster says she is 39yo. Shelley Lubben is also 39. They’re both ex-sex workers turned evangelists. When TheRealJCsGirls had MySpace friends, they included Shelley Lubben and Crissy Moran (a friend of Shelley’s)… So is TheRealJCsGirls Shelley Lubben?
No way, says Shelley. She emails me: "Absolutely not! Some lady put a bunch of us women who have sex industry ministries in her top friends and spoke against jcsgirls. I wrote and told her it was wrong."
Dawn Reinas says she is not TheRealJCsGirls.
