Monthly Archives: July 2025

My Denial Of Death

1. Ernest Becker says we build “hero systems” to deny our death. I became an Orthodox Jew, streamed on YouTube 5x a week, and joined 12-step groups—I’m covered. If that doesn’t beat death, it at least keeps me too busy … Continue reading

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I Courted My Way To NYC In 1994

August, 1993. I’m 27, horny, and full of unprocessed spiritual ambition. Like Paul on the road to Damascus, but instead of Jesus, I met T.—a woman who flew out to see me at my parents’ house in Sacramento. Very romantic… … Continue reading

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Conservative Claims of Cultural Oppression: On the Nature and Origins of “Conservaphobia”

1. Rony Guldmann writes about conservatives feeling like they’re being culturally oppressed. I’m like, finally, someone wrote a scholarly defense of my last 12 livestreams. 2. Reading this book felt like reading my own diary—if my diary had footnotes, more … Continue reading

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A Moral Lesson

So, more than 22 years ago, I met this cute, curvy Jewess at Sinai Temple’s Friday Night Live. You know the type—age-appropriate, Sephardic fire, Ashkenazi vocabulary. She had hips like a halachic boundary—meant to be respected but very hard not … Continue reading

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The Wall Street Journal Claims I Wrote A Bawdy Letter For Jeffrey Epstein For His 50th Birthday Album!

This is fake news. I would never write something like this: Dear Jeffrey, Mazel tov on hitting the big five-oh. You’ve done more by 50 than most of us accomplish in a lifetime: built an empire, made a name, and … Continue reading

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