{"id":9579,"date":"2009-08-02T20:09:20","date_gmt":"2009-08-03T04:09:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=9579"},"modified":"2009-08-02T20:09:20","modified_gmt":"2009-08-03T04:09:20","slug":"the-bright-side-of-my-yearning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=9579","title":{"rendered":"The Bright Side Of My Yearning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been obsessing the past few weeks over the lack of love in my life. I want to love and be loved by one hot chick. I want to be devoted to her and her to me. I want to wrap my arms around her and make her mine several times a week.<\/p>\n<p>That ain&#8217;t going on for me right now.<\/p>\n<p>I was beating myself up tonight for this lack and then I realized that the primary reason I&#8217;m obsessing over this is that all the other things that I tend to obsess over &#8212; finances, health, position in Jewish community, life direction, career &#8212; are under control.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been obsessing the past few weeks over the lack of love in my life. I want to love and be loved by one hot chick. I want to be devoted to her and her to me. I want to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=9579\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[10495,18361,11785,30089,2987],"class_list":["post-9579","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","tag-hot-chick","tag-jewish-community-life","tag-life-direction","tag-love","tag-several-times"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9579","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9579"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9579\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9580,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9579\/revisions\/9580"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9579"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9579"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9579"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}