{"id":85748,"date":"2016-01-18T19:26:15","date_gmt":"2016-01-19T03:26:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=85748"},"modified":"2016-01-18T19:40:46","modified_gmt":"2016-01-19T03:40:46","slug":"under-earning-thinking","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=85748","title":{"rendered":"Under-Earning Thinking"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’m listening to Matt’s talk, number 113<\/a>.<\/p>\n

Matt: “This is my fourth program. I balked at first.”<\/p>\n

“My troubles as an under-earner were of my own making.”<\/p>\n

“Victims don’t have a choice… Having had a spiritual awakening, I get the power of conscious choice back. I see that I am never disconnected from God, myself and other people. I can feel disconnected. <\/p>\n

“Untreated under-earning will lead me to death. It might be a quick death. For example, I was going through a stretch of exertion-exhaustion. I caught a thought recently where I said to myself, ‘I am so tired. I don’t know how to slow down. Maybe I could get into a car accident, not a bad one, just so I could stay in a hospital for a few days and then I could just rest.’ That’s the under-earning thinking.”<\/p>\n

“Staying in the cave…is suicide. This program requires that I grow in public, that I expose myself, that I expand, and that I do it in relationship.”<\/p>\n

“As a victim, I don’t have choice. The only antidote is entitlement. My mom abused me so somebody owes me a job or my wife owes me this or my dad wasn’t there for me, so my boss owes me. It doesn’t make sense, but the thinking is entrenched.<\/p>\n

“When I sell myself short, I find that a lot of people are buying. There is no shortage of people who will support me in my misery. It is important that I stay close to people who are living the light of this program.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I’m listening to Matt’s talk, number 113. Matt: “This is my fourth program. I balked at first.” “My troubles as an under-earner were of my own making.” “Victims don’t have a choice… Having had a spiritual awakening, I get the … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[26369],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-85748","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-addiction"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85748","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=85748"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85748\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":85758,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85748\/revisions\/85758"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=85748"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=85748"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=85748"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}