Everything we do affects other people. If we hole up in our room and either read a book or watch TV or listen to a lecture or exercise or meditate, that choice we make is going to affect us and in turn affect other people. There\u2019s no decision we make, no act we perform, that does not affect us and in turn others. <\/p>\n
The person who chose to specialize in classical music is going to be a different person than if he chose instead to specialize in rap music. The person who spends his spare time reading books as opposed to watching TV is going to be shaped by that choice.<\/p>\n
I\u2019ve found that when I get up at 5:50 a.m., shower and go to shul to study Talmud and say the morning prayers that takes my life on a different course from my default option of sleeping in until about 7 a.m.. I make new friends. I do fewer things at night because I have to get up early. And because I\u2019m at shul every morning, I hear about more things going on in the community, so I become more active in Orthodox life, more observant of Jewish law, and knowledgeable about Torah. As I study more Jewish text, that affects my thinking and my actions. As I become more active in Orthodox life, I tone down my blogging and other behavior to fit in with my new affiliations. <\/p>\n
When I go to therapy every week, I\u2019m accountable in a way I\u2019m not without therapy. Knowing I\u2019m going to be talking about my life with the same person every week affects the choices I make during the week. As I go through my day, I hear my therapist\u2019s voice. I do some of the things she suggests, such as reaching out to people and joining in with community and reducing the things I do that interfere with me connecting to the people I love. <\/p>\n
When you have a private addiction to gambling or food or cigarettes or exercise, etc, that masks and distracts you from yourself. You might get so wrapped up in working out that it distances you from others. You might find yourself obsessing about it so that you are less present in daily life. You might drive yourself into serious injury. You might seek to lose yourself in exercise so you don\u2019t have to face your pressing problems such as lack of connection with others, failures at work or in love, etc. <\/p>\n
I didn\u2019t grow up attaching to other people normally, so I sought to attach to food, but the candy I wanted wasn\u2019t always available. It was against the rules of my home. So I sort out reading and fantasizing instead as distractions. When I came to America in 1977 at age 11, I became fascinated by sports, and so I developed this life-long habit. I could\u2019ve easily stayed fixated on history instead and devoted myself to scholarship. Instead I got hooked on the easy high of identifying myself with my favorite sports teams and numbing out. Later, I began numbing out to pornography, which had more negative effects on me than numbing out to sports. <\/p>\n
Over the past couple of years, I\u2019ve come to see myself as having various emotional addictions such as to love, fantasy, codependent relationships and the like. I\u2019ve been fortunate that none of my addictions have caused me to break appointments, miss work or school, or drain my bank account. They\u2019ve mainly been obsessions of the mind that limited my romantic relationships, and numbed me out in daily life so that I wasn\u2019t fully present, that I wasn\u2019t tackling my problems, that I was distracting myself from the challenges before me.<\/p>\n
Every time we make a choice, even in private, we\u2019re heading towards closer or more distant connection with the ones we love, with God, and with our best selves. I feel like a different person after I watch Brideshead Revisited as opposed to Breaking Bad or The Sopranos. Our entertainment choices affect us. I feel differently after listening to the BeeGees as opposed to Mozart. My state is different and one\u2019s emotional state is going to shape one\u2019s behavior. <\/p>\n
I\u2019m libertarian-conservative in my political views, but because I believe that everything we do affects other people, I believe that some choices libertarians endorse should be officially forbidden by society, such as illegal drugs, incest, drinking alcohol in public, driving while using a phone, etc. <\/p>\n
The origins of my belief are religious. I was taught growing up as a Seventh-Day Adventist preacher\u2019s kid that God sees all and judges all, even our most private thoughts and deeds. When I converted to Judaism in 1993 at age 27, I took on the belief that God\u2019s primary concern is with our behavior, not our thoughts. In Orthodox Judaism in particular I got a sense of what it was like to live in deep community with others where your privacy is diminished and members of your community are routinely coming in and out of your home, restricting your freedom and getting up in your affairs. This conflicted with my libertarian outlook of the time that what we do privately is nobody\u2019s else\u2019s business. <\/p>\n
In 1995, at age 28, I began writing on the pornography industry. As I interviewed members of that business, I saw how their choice of profession affected them. After a few years of this, I became convinced to my core that even our private entertainment choices affect us. Some time between 1998 and 2001, I published online my now famous quote, \u201cEverything we do affects other people.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Everything we do affects other people. If we hole up in our room and either read a book or watch TV or listen to a lecture or exercise or meditate, that choice we make is going to affect us and … Continue reading