{"id":45830,"date":"2012-08-20T19:18:44","date_gmt":"2012-08-21T03:18:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=45830"},"modified":"2012-08-20T19:18:44","modified_gmt":"2012-08-21T03:18:44","slug":"who-do-i-resent","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=45830","title":{"rendered":"Who Do I Resent?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The Fourth Step of the 12-steps is to &#8220;make a complete and fearless moral inventory.&#8221; A key part of this step is to list everybody and everything you resent and then look at each item on your list and see where you contributed to the problem.<\/p>\n<p>I resent *** *** but that is out of my conscious awareness. I can&#8217;t consciously or rationally think of any reason to resent ***. I have a lot of resentment towards the ****** who rejected me, but rationally and consciously, I see that I have no reason for complaint. Still, emotionally, I&#8217;m raw when I think about those painful ejections.<\/p>\n<p>At what point will my rational mind shape my feelings so that I let go of these resentments? <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Fourth Step of the 12-steps is to &#8220;make a complete and fearless moral inventory.&#8221; A key part of this step is to list everybody and everything you resent and then look at each item on your list and see &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=45830\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[26369,21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45830","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-addiction","category-personal"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45830","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45830"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45830\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45831,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45830\/revisions\/45831"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45830"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45830"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45830"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}