{"id":39311,"date":"2012-01-01T10:08:18","date_gmt":"2012-01-01T18:08:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=39311"},"modified":"2012-01-01T10:09:52","modified_gmt":"2012-01-01T18:09:52","slug":"high-anxiety-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=39311","title":{"rendered":"High Anxiety"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I got up at 6:30 this morning, took a shower, cooked some oatmeal and turned on my computer.<\/p>\n<p>As I was reading the New York Times, my monitor shut off with the message, &#8220;Monitor is going to sleep!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Nooooo! I had this problem a month ago. My screen would go crazy and then the monitor would shut off.<\/p>\n<p>I have a Windows XP HP workstation  xw4400. About six months, I got an HP S2331 23&#8243; LCD monitor.<\/p>\n<p>In early December, I used a system restore to go back about two weeks and then everything was fine for a month.<\/p>\n<p>When today&#8217;s problem occurred, I went off to shul. I studied a page of Talmud with the rabbi. I said my prayers. And then I rushed home to wrestle with my computer.<\/p>\n<p>Using my Blackberry, I Googled the problem. I did a system restore to ten days previous. I booted up in safe mode and changed the display settings. And for the past hour everything has been fine.<\/p>\n<p>I hope all will be well for at least the rest of the day so I can watch the crucial Dallas-New York football game tonight to determine who wins the NFC East and goes to the playoffs.<\/p>\n<p>My anxiety is slowly subsiding. I had these visions that my computer was done and I&#8217;d need to buy a need one. Or maybe it was not done, but it would need repair and I wouldn&#8217;t have access to it for a day or two and then they wouldn&#8217;t be able to fix the problem. So, yes, I was catastrophizing.<\/p>\n<p>My left shoulder is tight. I was walking an old man the other day and he was holding my arm for support.<\/p>\n<p>I feel better now that I&#8217;ve shared my anxiety.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I got up at 6:30 this morning, took a shower, cooked some oatmeal and turned on my computer. As I was reading the New York Times, my monitor shut off with the message, &#8220;Monitor is going to sleep!&#8221; Nooooo! I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=39311\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[18103,28516,26829,28518,28517,1884],"class_list":["post-39311","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","tag-high-anxiety","tag-hp-workstation-xw4400","tag-left-shoulder","tag-oatmeal","tag-safe-mode","tag-talmud"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39311","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39311"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39311\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39314,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39311\/revisions\/39314"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39311"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39311"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39311"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}