{"id":37030,"date":"2011-09-25T10:46:55","date_gmt":"2011-09-25T18:46:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=37030"},"modified":"2011-09-27T16:57:55","modified_gmt":"2011-09-28T00:57:55","slug":"are-my-creative-days-behind-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=37030","title":{"rendered":"Are My Creative Days Behind Me?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I often find myself thinking, what&#8217;s behind me and what&#8217;s ahead of me? How frightened should I be about the future? How stoked should I get about the changes I&#8217;ve made in my life? Will the next half of my life be as lonely as the first half?<\/p>\n<p><A HREF=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Luke_Ford\">Did I peak in 1998<\/a>?<\/p>\n<p>I find myself valuing safety, security and comfort more these days than I did 16 years ago.<\/p>\n<p>I met Trey Parker (of South Park fame) at CES in Las Vegas in January 1999. We talked at the Rio bar 2 AM &#8211; 3:30 AM after the AVN Awards. He was cool. A total mentch. A good interview. Unpretentious. Funny. Insightful.<\/p>\n<p><A HREF=\"http:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2011\/09\/25\/magazine\/talk-trey-parker-and-matt-stone-of-south-park.html?ref=magazine\">Here&#8217;s an interview with him in the New York Times today<\/a>:<\/p>\n<p>A decade ago, Trey, you said that you couldn\u2019t point to anyone who sustained their creativity into their 30s or 40s. You\u2019re about to turn 42.<br \/>\nParker: I totally still think that. We\u2019ve been writing \u201cBook of Mormon\u201d for seven years, and the best work on it was when we were still in our 30s.<\/p>\n<p>You\u2019re messing with me.<br \/>\nParker: No, honestly. I think intellectually I\u2019m a way better writer than I was, but in terms of coming up with stuff, it\u2019s definitely dying. I can feel myself dying inside.<\/p>\n<p>Stone: I can feel the instrument blunting. 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