{"id":313,"date":"2007-05-30T12:03:20","date_gmt":"2007-05-30T18:51:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=313"},"modified":"2007-12-09T07:44:02","modified_gmt":"2007-12-09T14:32:02","slug":"the-orthodox-rabbi-who-wrote-for-nambla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=313","title":{"rendered":"The Orthodox Rabbi Who Wrote For NAMBLA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.theawarenesscenter.org\">Vicki Polin emails<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Dr. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.theawarenesscenter.org\/horowitz_alan.html\">Alan  Horowitz<\/a>  became a rabbi after he became a convicted sex offender.&nbsp; As part of  rehabilitation and while on probation, Alan Horowitz was court ordered to  attended classes at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ohrsomayach.edu\/index.html\">Ohr Somayach  Yeshiva<\/a>  in Monsey, NY.&nbsp;  <\/p>\n<p>It is not known at this time if Alan Horowitz received his rabbinic  ordination while in Monsey (1983-1985) or after he fled the United States in  violation of his parole, and made aliyah to Israel.&nbsp; If you have any information  relating to Rabbi Horowitz&#8217;s rabbinic ordination please contact The Awareness  Center at: 443-857-5560.<\/p>\n<p>During Alan Horowitz&#8217;s reign of terror (against  children) he wrote the following article for NAMBLA (North American Man\/Boy Love  Association).&nbsp; The article is being provided by T<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theawarenesscenter.org\/\">he Awareness Center<\/a>&nbsp; in hopes that rabbis  around the world will see the importance of finding a way to revoke Alan J.  Horowitz&#8217;s rabbinic ordination.&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>The Awareness Center is also asking  that all rabbinical organization publicly denounce Rabbi Alan Horowitz&#8217;s  criminal behavior.&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>Please read and respond to the call for action  posted after the NAMBLA article.<br \/>\n&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<strong><\/p>\n<p><font color=\"#ff0000\"> WARNING: This  article was published in NAMBLA (North American Man\/Boy Love Association). It is  quite disturbing, yet offers the public an opportunity to look inside the mind  of a convicted sex offender.<\/font><\/strong><strong><\/p>\n<p>\nThe Prison Experience: Some Psychosocial  Comments<\/strong><br \/>\nBy A. Shneur Horowitz (AKA: Dr. Rabbi Alan  Horowitz)<\/p>\n<p>After graduating magna cum laude from Harvard College, A.  Shneur Horowitz received the M.D. and Ph.D. degrees from Duke University, and is  an orthodox rabbi. After twenty years of following these professional interests,  Horowitz is now a political prisoner in the United States.<\/p>\n<p>Did you ever have a dream where  everything seemed quite logical, and yet even at the time a part of your mind  knew that when you awoke, the sense would be completely lost? Not only would you  be unable to make a reasonable recounting to anyone else, but even to yourself  the dream-events would appear disconnected and the logic bizarre. Talking about  prison to those who have not been there, and for whom incarceration is not part  of their culture, is very much like that. Both dreaming and imprisonment are  alternate realities in which the usual checks and controls have been removed and  replaced with other rules for which our normal experiences have left us  unprepared.<\/p>\n<p>This severe culture shock applies to all prisoners who have  lived their lives in the middle class or mainstream society. We child-lovers,  however, suffer a more profound and pervasive psychosocial disintegration  because of circumstances relatively specific to us. Personal accounts serve an  important purpose, helping those who are not here to appreciate our experiences.  However, I would like to use this space to comment on just what it is that makes  incarceration different, and worse, for child-lovers than for virtually anyone  else. The first section discusses the psychosocial impact of imprisonment with  reference to child-lovers. The second deals with special factors which impede  our adjustment to incarceration. The third section introduces ideas relating to  the possibilities for growth and positive outcome.<\/p>\n<p>It should be noted that much of the  material in this article is not relevant to all persons jailed for participating  in intergenerational sex. Four exclusionary criteria are  evident:<\/p>\n<p>1. short sentence &#8211; &quot;Short&quot; is subjective, but many  individuals with sentences of five years or less engage in what I call a  &quot;count-down&quot; technique. They handle their imprisonment by maintaining and  emphasizing a psychological continuity between a remembered Before and an  anticipated After. The incarceration can then be endured as an unpleasant  interim\/interruption\/interregnum within an ongoing life.<\/p>\n<p>2. strong outside support &#8211; Those who  have frequent visits, telephone calls, and exchange of letters with family and  continuing friends who encourage and support them may be spared the crises  described here. Their psychic reality remains Outside, even over a long period  of time, and their personal identity is stabilized and  reinforced.<\/p>\n<p>3. prior economic\/social poverty &#8211; For some, prison  represents only slight decrement, or even actual improvement in living  conditions and\/or social opportunities. For such persons, the culture shock  mentioned above is minimal or absent.<\/p>\n<p>4. low intelligence &#8211; Some of the processes discussed below  entail ability to introspect and conceptualize that may be poorly elaborated in  persons of very low intelligence.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Being Imprisoned<\/strong><br \/>\nHow we perceive and react to imprisonment derives from our  previous self-image and lifestyle. For almost all of us, being &quot;outted&quot; is a  concomitant of our arrest and prosecution. This in itself precipitates a  personal crisis of the greatest magnitude. We must face, perhaps for the first  time, our identity as pedophiles. It may seem strange to say that a person who  has lived many years as an active lover of children can suddenly realize that he  is a pedophile, and I don&#8217;t mean that he has been exactly lying to himself up to  now. Nevertheless, there is a strong tendency to wall off or encapsulate the  child-lover part of our identity, except when we actually are engaged with  children. After all, it sadly cannot quite be integrated into a typical home or  professional life in this society. This type of ignoring, or &quot;selective  inattention&quot; is a common means of handling perceptions, about ourselves or  others, that don&#8217;t fit into overall conceptions of who and what we are. It is so  much easier to think of oneself as &quot;teacher,&quot; &quot;carpenter,&quot; or &quot;executive,&quot; than  to label oneself with the most hated characterization in the culture.  Parenthetically, I think this may contribute to why we are now being &quot;caught&quot; in  such prodigious numbers. Because we have assigned &quot;child-lover&quot; a subsidiary  place in our own self-image, compared with &quot;husband,&quot; &quot;coach,&quot; &quot;doctor,&quot; and so  on, we assume unconsciously that others view us the same way. Actually, our  loving manner and ability to bond with children is as obvious to our enemies,  when they choose to attune themselves, as it is to the kids themselves.(1) Being  a lover of children is the defining characteristic of our identities, whatever  we previously may have thought. It is a beacon which shines from us, for better  or for worse, and by which the responses of others to us are illuminated.(2)  What has changed in recent years is the motivation of our enemies to tune in to  us, and the threshold for their turning suspicion into persecutory  behavior.<\/p>\n<p>If the positive part of our internal crisis is confronting  and integrating our child-lover identity, then the negative side is facing the  realization that we have &quot;lived a lie&quot; for all or most of our adult lives. We  built a house of cards right there on Main Street, and then moved in lock,  stock, and barrel, papering the inside walls with hypocrisy and the outside with  deceptions. We did this so we could live in comfort and ease, so we could  &quot;pass,&quot; so we could eat our cake and have it too. We did not hold sit-ins or  vigils or freedom rides. We did not engage in letter-writing campaigns or in  civil disobedience. We attended PTA meetings where our brothers and sisters were  vilified, and perhaps even made &quot;appropriate&quot; comments to our neighbors about  the danger of &quot;child molesters.&quot; We lied to our parents and spouses. We were  cowards.<\/p>\n<p>So what goes on internally is a major re-alignment, in  today&#8217;s terms re-formatting, of our whole personality structure. This includes  not only re-arrangement of our hierarchy of self-definitions, but also  acceptance of some stark and not very favorable truths about our character. This  tidal wave of realizations is even more devastating than that during puberty,  because the identity crisis of adolescence brings with it the unveiling of  seemingly unlimited potentials and possibilities for the future, whereas the  identity crisis of outing implies the closing off of possibilities and a  confrontation with what we already are.<\/p>\n<p>A third aspect of imprisonment is its  interpersonal\/social impact. The concurrence of incarceration and outing often  triggers abrupt and total disappearance of our support system. Well socialized,  middle class individuals build strong social linkages, and depend on them not  only for self-validation, but for the communication and clarification of  emotions. Nowadays, even males are adapted to &quot;sharing feelings&quot; rather than  suppressing or denying them. While there are exceptions, it is not at all  unusual for a child-lover to lose all of his significant relationships  simultaneously when he is outted and arrested. Of course, for us, our most  significant and invigorating relationships are those we have with children, be  they overtly intimate or not. These are annihilated, with traumatic and tragic  consequences both for us and for our young friends. We confront the knowledge  that not only have our tenderest bonds been torn cruelly asunder, but that,  using modern psycho-technology, even our partners&#8217; memories of us will likely be  revised, perverted, and turned into their opposites. This loss not only of the  present and future, but of the past as well, defies description. Furthermore, we  find that families of orientation and of procreation, colleagues, confidants and  lifelong friends either turn on us, or turn from us. We have become non-persons,  anathema. Distinct from other middle class prisoners, who often are sustained by  their successful social networks, we, in our time of greatest need, find  ourselves utterly alone.<\/p>\n<p>A flowing river can appear quite serene, but if all its  effluent channels were blocked at once, the weight and force of water turned  back from its natural outlets would convert it quickly to a churning maelstrom.  Thus it is with our psychological energy when all our relationships are suddenly  cut off&#8211; a cataclysmic emotional implosion, flooding back against the damaged  bulwarks of our much-weakened selves. The effect is overwhelming, and depression  is very severe at this time; the risk of suicide is proportionately great.(3)  Depression and identity dissolution combine to make us vulnerable also to the  manipulations of prosecutors, unscrupulous &quot;defense&quot; lawyers,(4) and soon-to-be  ex-spouses, among others. It is well known that mid-adolescents, whose  identities are in flux, are susceptible to the lure of demagoguery and  fanaticism. Likewise, after outing and prosecution, many of us leap into the  clutches of therapists and re-programmers, who offer a shred of substitute  identity, even be it that of &quot;interminably recovering pervert.&quot;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Being In  Prison<\/strong><br \/>\nHaving passed through the transition to incarceration, there  continue to operate factors which make our physical and emotional survival  particularly difficult in our new status and environment. The most widely known  of these is that we are social pariahs within the prison population. A  child-lover is known politely as a &quot;molester,&quot; but more frequently and pointedly  as a &quot;baby raper,&quot; or &quot;tree jumper.&quot;(5) In an environment where violence is  never far from the surface, this appellation hangs like Damocles&#8217; sword over the  child-lover&#8217;s head. Chronic anxiety interferes with concentration and judgment,  and probably contributes to physical stress-related disorders over the long run.  Because of the danger, most &quot;brothers&quot; whose identity as child-lovers is not  generally known, go to great lengths to avoid being &quot;re-outted&quot; within the  prison population. While one hardly can blame them for wanting to protect  themselves, this results in there never being a mutually supportive network  Inside to substitute even partially for the lost relationships Outside. While  some states have special facilities, units, or &quot;treatment&quot; programs, most of  these are generally for &quot;sex offenders.&quot; Ironically, there child-lovers, more  often than not the gentlest of souls, find themselves sequestered with brutal  rapists and sex-murderers, who may be even more dangerous to them than  run-of-the-mill prison inmates.<\/p>\n<p>A second factor, less immediately apparent, is that we are  the only prisoners not to utilize two of the three primary mediators of group  formation within the prison social system, viz. sexual orientation and type of  conviction. (The third is ethnicity, and we frequently will be in a small  minority there too, or be excluded on the basis of middle class traits of  speech, manners, etc.) Talking about sex, real or imagined, is an immediate  common ground for both heterosexuals and homosexuals everywhere. In prison,  where many individuals&#8217; social development is that of delinquent early  adolescents, it forms the stock-in-trade of most conversation. Both ambivalence  and fear contribute to child-lovers being unable or unwilling to seek each other  out on the basis of our common orientation. Aside from sexuality, there often is  affiliation among those with similar reasons for their incarceration, e.g. drug  dealers, murderers, or those involved in organized crime. For us, of course, our  &quot;crime&quot; and our sexual orientation are one and the same.<\/p>\n<p>Faced with the absence of our own group,  many of us choose to lie, i.e. to create an ersatz sexual or criminal history.  Not only does this run the risk of violent or even fatal consequences if  discovered, but it also feeds into and exacerbates the &quot;living a lie&quot; problem  discussed earlier. The other choice readily available is to remain a permanent  loner. Loners are not all that uncommon in prison, and generally fall into two  categories. There are those with fairly short sentences who are putting up with  incarceration while remaining basically aloof and as untarnished by it as  possible. We seldom fall into that category, and do so less and less as  sentences for child-lovers become increasingly outrageous. Then there are those  individuals whose self-imposed isolation causes them to drift ever further into  idiosyncratic and impoverished mental states. Appearing far older than their  years, they resemble patients with chronic schizophrenia or organic brain  syndromes. This is not an attractive prospect.<\/p>\n<p>Aggravating our sense of isolation is  the fact that we are the only prisoners denied access to what might be called  &quot;non-interpersonal&quot; reinforcers of our identity. Inmates have the opportunity to  view television, individually or communally, and most facilities show movies  weekly or more often. Heterosexual bonded relationships are displayed  frequently, and homosexual ones occasionally. Murder, assault, fraud, drug use  and sale, theft, espionage, exploitative sex and rape all are common  entertainment fare. Moreover, the perpetrators of these crimes often are  portrayed in a sympathetic if not approving manner. There is ample opportunity  to watch men or women scantily dressed and in erotic situations. Also, on prison  staffs, both male and female adults are present &quot;in the flesh&quot; and have at least  superficial real relationships with prisoners, as well as supplying a framework  for their fantasies. Over and above this, one may obtain books and magazines  dealing with crime and\/or with sexual behavior. In many places, one may post  even erotically stimulating nude pictures on the walls of one&#8217;s cell or cubicle.  All of that applies to everyone except us. All forms of visual or literary art  dealing with adult-child intimacy either are unavailable or are specifically and  systematically censored. Even depictions of children which are neither erotic  nor intimate could be risky to display or even to possess. Thus, the  child-lover, now in a state where he should, and must, develop a newly honest,  mature, and profound self-concept, finds himself totally lacking in &quot;props,&quot;  cues, test-objects, and feedback to use as tools in this monumental  task.<\/p>\n<p>A fourth, and perhaps ultimately the most important factor  that militates against both our adjustment in prison and our making positive use  of our prison time, is that we are unacknowledged political prisoners. Our  enemies assert that because physical expressions of love between an adult and a  child are defined as illegal, we are criminals. Further, they would rebut that  political prisoners are only those incarcerated for speech and writing, not for  behavior. Historically, both of these arguments are incorrect. One hundred fifty  years ago, an African-American who fled the site of his involuntary servitude  was defined by law as a criminal. We, however, view his behavior, correctly I  believe, as a political act. Eighteen hundred years earlier, a Judean who  circumcised his son was defined by Roman law as having committed an act of  bloody child abuse. We, however, term his act religious and political (whether  or not we agree with the practice). I aver that a political prisoner is one who  is incarcerated for an act which he, in good conscience, believes to be right  and good. Moreover, his belief is not idiosyncratic, but is shared by a number  of other persons who consider themselves united in part by this belief. This  still is short of civil disobedience, as that would require conscious political  intent. Most political prisoners, here and elsewhere, are those whose &quot;crime&quot; is  no more than living their lives as persons of conscience, according to their  best judgment of what is right and good, and without necessarily intending their  behavior as a political statement or even considering themselves as politically  &quot;involved.&quot;(6)<\/p>\n<p>Political prisoners differ fundamentally from other prisoners  in being, not only well-socialized, but in fact extraordinarily ethical. At the  very least, this is because as members of a persecuted political minority, they  have been forced to consider matters of right and wrong more consciously than  the average citizen. Such persons tend intrinsically to be rule-followers  because, although they think certain rules should be different, they believe in  the concept of rules, i.e. that there are aspects of right and wrong, good and  bad, which override one&#8217;s personal desires. Contrariwise, the great majority of  prisoners at the penitentiary level, are &quot;antisocial,&quot; or &quot;sociopathic.&quot; Studies  indicate that as many as 80-90% of inmates are intrinsic rule-breakers and lack  either an ethic that transcends their own needs and impulses, or the ability to  modify their behavior in conformity with such an ethic. The child-lover placed  in such a milieu faces a dilemma: to be honest and forthright and persistently  exploited, or to compromise his own values in order to make his way in  prison.(7)<\/p>\n<p>In some societies, political prisoners have been segregated  from criminals, and this ofttimes meant that they received harsher treatment.  However, two advantages that almost always accrued are solidarity and support.  Even where they were termed criminals, and even where they were confined along  with criminals, they were acknowledged as political, both inside and outside of  the prison system. Although their handling might be severe, they were accorded a  certain respect as being prisoners of conscience. Further, they had automatic  alliance with their fellows in the penal system, and received support from  unimprisoned members of their group or movement, even when such communication  was officially interdicted. Thus, while not minimizing their suffering, their  basic identities, both personal and political, were not weakened. In fact there  could be a buttressing and encouraging sense of furthering The Cause by one&#8217;s  very presence in prison. Recent examples could be drawn from among incarcerated  dissidents in South Africa, the former Soviet Union, and at this very moment in  China.<\/p>\n<p>As imprisoned child-lovers, we experience the worst of both  worlds. North American and some other governments go to great lengths to define  the love of children as a serious felony. In doing so, they have created and  financed the development of an entire pseudo-science, &quot;victimology,&quot; which has  co-opted and corrupted the mental health professions to a degree unimaginable  twenty-five years ago.(8) Once arrested, we, like political prisoners  everywhere, are subjected to a travesty of the criminal justice system. Usual  guarantees are explicitly or implicitly suspended, e.g. the right to confront  one&#8217;s accuser, the inadmissibility of hearsay evidence, and the presumption of  innocence. As mentioned elsewhere, the &quot;defense&quot; counsel often supports and  surreptitiously cooperates with the State to produce a &quot;show-trial,&quot; the outcome  of which is indisputably pre-determined.<\/p>\n<p>Once incarcerated, the child-lover is  told that he is &quot;just like any other inmate,&quot; and that &quot;no one cares why you&#8217;re  here.&quot; As far as not receiving special privileges, or any attention to the  special needs engendered by total lack of experience with a criminal  sub-culture, that is true indeed. However, one may soon find that in order to  gain parole, one must complete a &quot;treatment&quot; program, and be certified as being  &quot;in recovery,&quot; as I have discussed elsewhere.(9) This sounds quite a bit like  the &quot;political re-education&quot; programs of other oppressive societies. Then, one  finds that access to writings, even scholarly literature, on the subject of  intergenerational love, is forbidden; this in an environment saturated with  stories of murder and mayhem, and where racist publications advocating hatred  and violence are freely available. One may find that requests for  inmate-to-inmate correspondence are routinely denied&#8211; only when both parties  are child-lovers.<\/p>\n<p>So it seems that while labeled as felons, child-lovers are in  fact treated in very significant ways as political prisoners. That in itself is  not unique. It is characteristic of regimes dependent upon fanatical elements to  criminalize the essential behaviors or rituals of groups whose philosophy and  lifestyle are perceived as potentially subversive to the existing order.(10)  What is different here is that child-lovers themselves appear to accept and  internalize the cultural opprobrium, at least to the extent of deep ambivalence,  and frequently to the extent of denial and self-hatred. No unbiased test can  demonstrate intergenerational love to be anything worse than politically  incorrect, and yet the widespread emotional reaction to it is as though it  really were the violent crime it arbitrarily is labeled. In an horrific  extension of this phenomenon, child-lovers, who are in the best position to know  the reality of adult-child bonded relationships, begin to view themselves  through the eyes of the professional &quot;victimologists.&quot;(11) This ambivalence also  explains the failure of unimprisoned child-lovers to form an effective support  network for their incarcerated brethren and &quot;sistren.&quot; The analogy comes to mind  of a boy, perhaps a generation or two past, whose brother gets caught  masturbating. He wants to say, &quot;Leave him alone, there&#8217;s nothing wrong with it&#8211;  even scientists say so!&quot; However, he says nothing, not only because he fears  that he will be found out himself, but also because there lurks still at the  back of his mind the nagging thought that maybe it really is dirty and nasty and  makes you go blind.(12) Surely, &quot;un-outted&quot; members of other movements for  social reform also have feared for their own security and safety. However, they  always found means to help imprisoned colleagues locate each other; if necessary  to smuggle food, literature and encouragement to them; and to re-integrate them  upon release, or arrange for them to continue their work in exile.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Being<\/strong><br \/>\nThe abrupt collapse of one&#8217;s personal  psychological identity, all or most of one&#8217;s interpersonal relationships, and  all of one&#8217;s social and cultural roles, precipitates a state of inner chaos that  some will not survive. It is akin to traumatic amputation of all four limbs; the  bleeding and shock will be fatal to many. Beyond the acute phase, however,  living or dying becomes a process in which we may participate. We are  confronted, for the first time in most cases, with having only ourselves for  company. What kind of companions do we make for ourselves? To what extent can we  take over the complementary functions which others, particularly children, have  performed for us? How well do we know ourselves? The substitution will always be  poor and incomplete. You can&#8217;t tickle yourself. You can&#8217;t be your own sex  partner. However, that is not really the point. The question is whether or not  we can provide ourselves with the bare minimum requisites for making the  decision to live and remain sane.<\/p>\n<p>Possibly the most important task in working through our  relationship with our self is resolving the negative aspects of our self-image.  First, we must understand and eliminate traces of self-hatred caused by  identification with the culture&#8217;s rejection of us. This already has been  discussed. Second is coming to terms with negative events in our own  psychosexual history. Many if not most people have sexual fantasies and  experiences, especially during adolescence and young adulthood, which they later  regret. That is normal. All adolescents are dealing with greatly heightened  sexual and aggressive drives, and doing so with the handicaps of  neuropsychological immaturity and social inexperience. It is no wonder that they  often blunder, injuring their own feelings, and sometimes bodies, and those of  their partners. Most people eventually forgive themselves their youthful  mistakes, or just forget about them. For child-lovers, however, the part of us  that is prone to accept society&#8217;s labels can seize on these shameful memories to  &quot;prove&quot; that we really are despicable. Instead of self-acceptance, we wind up  with self-loathing. Now that all outward channels are closed, can we focus the  tremendous love and compassion we have poured into others on ourselves? Can we  regard our past and present selves with the lavish forbearance and instant  forgiveness we once bestowed upon the children we cared for? Can we come to see  the essential goodness of our nature, and the essential falsehood of our  enemies&#8217; calumnies? If so, then we will accept ourselves as less than perfect.  We will be able finally to integrate and move beyond the memories of those times  when, for whatever reasons, we hurt the ones we loved.<\/p>\n<p>If one gets to this point, one has  survived the catastrophic centripetal reversal of energy flow, i.e. one has  avoided psychic meltdown. The quadruple amputee who has not died from shock can  now begin to figure out how it might be possible to control a computer, or a  paintbrush. For us, part of our energy should continue to go into  self-exploration and development. Many of us are so &quot;other-oriented,&quot; such great  givers, that we have not sufficiently come to know ourselves. Working toward  knowledge of ourselves and our place in the universe, through religion,  meditation, or other means, is a lifelong task. Planning for the future after  release also can play a role in the process of renewal. However, we must guard  against excessive preoccupation with fantasy, and there is a tragically large  number of us who cannot count on release in this lifetime. Substantial progress  in personal development may be necessary before one can achieve sufficient  equanimity to emerge from the contracted or imploded state mentioned  earlier.<\/p>\n<p>Concomitant with increased self-acceptance, there develops a  desire to re-establish communication with others. One basic fulfillment of this  is through correspondence and visitation. Some individuals may be able to  re-contact family members or friends. With the passage of time, and finding the  prisoner &quot;sadder but wiser,&quot; one or more of these may choose to renew their  support. Other prisoners may find new associations through their religious or  philosophical alignments. However, there is no doubt that the most important  contacts for the incarcerated child-lover are with others of his orientation.  Only these can provide opportunities not only for relating with our evolving  self, but for corroboration and validation of our most essential identity. This  of course requires that there be numbers of child-lovers outside of prison who  also are working on development of their own positive identities and resolution  of their own ambivalences.<\/p>\n<p>Another mode of communication is through creative expression.  For some, it may take considerable effort and re-training to direct the love  energy we previously have expressed in our thoughts, words and actions directly  with children, into &quot;media.&quot; Words that we write, images that we paint or carve,  cannot become real children, but they can provide us with an outlet for our  caring and passion, as well as our yearning and grief. Creative media include  fiction and non-fiction such as this article (I hope).<\/p>\n<p>This leads to a third means of  establishing relationship between the revised self and the outside world, viz.  working for The Cause. Engagement in such work requires further solidification  of a positive personal identity and also firm commitment to the role of  political prisoner. Can we resist all systematic attempts to brainwash us and  break our spirits? Can we, in the absence of internal network or external  support, come to view ourselves as members of a persecuted minority? Well, we  can, but as the old song says, &quot;Don&#8217;cha know it ain&#8217; easy.&quot; Our success, and  indeed our survival, depends not only upon our own work, but also upon parallel  maturational work, both individually and organizationally, of child-lovers on  the Outside.<\/p>\n<p>Impediments to survival of outting and incarceration alive  and sane are daunting. Subsequently, obstacles to continued personal growth and  re-emergence as productive human beings are formidable. As in any popularly  sanctioned and governmentally executed genocide, there will be countless direct  and indirect casualties. History will not ask us why we died, but it will ask us  why we died cowering. It will not question why our enemies did not help us, but  it will demand to know why we did not help each other.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Notes:<\/strong><br \/>\n1. Recently, I showed a friend a  photograph of myself and a twelve-year-old boy with whom I was bonded years ago.  We are standing side by side with my arm around his shoulder, in what I would  consider a typical adult-child pose. My friend took one look at the picture and  said, &quot;You were lovers.&quot; To my surprise, he pointed out that there was  absolutely no space between us. The boy had molded his body so that he was in  continuous contact with me from his ankle to where his shoulder fit into my  armpit.<\/p>\n<p>2. This is true in the same manner that being Jewish was the  defining characteristic of European Jews during the Nazi reign, whether or not  they themselves previously had thought about it that way.<\/p>\n<p>3. One can see here clearly the  confluence of various models of suicide, including Durkheim&#8217;s original anomie,  the psychodynamic rage turned against the self, and the cognitive psychologists&#8217;  helplessness\/hopelessness paradigm.<\/p>\n<p>4. I have heard so many accounts, besides my own, of defense  attorneys cooperating, either actively or passively, with the prosecution, that  I must conclude there is some truth to them beyond &quot;sour grapes.&quot; The hatred of  child-lovers in this culture is so deeply ingrained, and so irrational, that it  operates substantially at a subconscious level, and biases the actions even of  professionals who have trained themselves ordinarily to separate their personal  feelings from their work.<\/p>\n<p>5. I&#8217;m not really sure of the origin of this term, but assume  it is some obscure reference to hiding in trees or bushes and then jumping out  to attack hapless children.<\/p>\n<p>6. I know that I have defined at least some Nazis and other  war criminals as &quot;political prisoners.&quot; Fortunately, I am not the first to have  done so. Although their politics may be abhorrent to me, I believe that if they  acted subjectively in good conscience and their values were shared by their  group, then the definition must stand.<\/p>\n<p>7. The &quot;sociopathic society&quot; of prison includes both staff  and inmates and is beyond the scope of this article. I ask the reader to &quot;take  my word for it&quot; that any adjustment to prison life demands at least some degree  of lying, stealing, and other behaviors which on the Outside we would reject as  unethical.<\/p>\n<p>8. The author is classified as a violent felon, and so housed  and treated, because the law defines sexual contact with a child less than  eleven as a violent crime. The irony is profound. The child in question once had  to go find his brother to help him remove a bothersome loose tooth because the  author couldn&#8217;t bear to cause him even momentary pain.<\/p>\n<p>9. [Horowitz, A.] Shneur. &quot;And If The  Twig Be Broken&#8230;,&quot; in Gayme, Vol. 1 No. 2 (January 1994), pp.  20-28.<\/p>\n<p>10. The question of why pedophilia is perceived as subversive  in contemporary &quot;Western&quot; societies is beyond the scope of this article. Let it  be said that this culture is both child-hating and erotophobic. Consequently  those who love children receive the proverbial double whammy.<\/p>\n<p>11. Psychologically, this is  the mechanism of identification with the aggressor described in classic works by  Anna Freud and Bruno Bettelheim.<\/p>\n<p>12. The reasons for Americans being especially susceptible to  this kind of pernicious double-think are beyond the scope of this article.  Briefly, however, I believe they stem significantly from early and persistent  conditioning by the mass media to place conventional, externally imposed labels  on experiences, overruling individual instincts, perceptions, and  judgments.<\/p>\n<p>This article appears in NAMBLA&#8217;s Criminal Justice, whose  editor estimates there are 25,000 to 30,000 boy-lovers caught up in the American  criminal justice system. Criminal Justice? contains other writings by prisoners  about their prison experiences, another article by A. Shneur Horowitz about the  growing numbers of adolescent boys imprisoned for loving other boys (many housed  in a special unit of the New York State prison system), an article from the  NAMBLA Bulletin about the Crime Bill of 1994, and a short story by Russell  Kinkade.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;-<br \/>\n<font color=\"#ff0000\"><strong>CALL TO  ACTION:<br \/>\n&quot;Defrock&quot; Rabbi Alan J. Horowitz &#8211; Convicted Sex Offender<\/strong><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>The Awareness Center, Inc. is  demanding that the Orthodox Union (OU), the Rabbinic Council of America (RCA)  and Agudath Israel of America make a public statements denouncing the actions  and behavior of Rabbi Alan J. Horowitz. By not doing so is condoning this serial  child molesters criminal behavior.<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>The Awareness Center, Inc. is also demanding that rabbis  around the world find a way to remove Alan Horowitz&#8217;s rabbinical ordination and  that of other known sexual predators (who are ordained  rabbis).<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>After Rabbi Alan Horwitz&#8217;s 1983 conviction for child  molestation he was placed on probation. Arrangements were made for him to live  on the<\/strong><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ohrsomayach.edu\/index.html\"> Ohr Somayach campus in Monsey,  NY<\/a>.  Ohr Somayach is  a Yeshiva serving young male students. Horowitz was treated by Dr. Joseph F.  Chambers MD (Maryland) and Dr. Yitzhak Twersky (Monsey, NY).<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>At this time we are unaware where  Rabbi Horowitz received his rabbinic ordination, yet it is known that it was  from an orthodox source. The only way to revoke an ordination is for the rabbi  who granted the title to revoke it. In some circles they see ordination as a  degree that can never be taken away. According to Jewish tradition once an  individual becomes a rabbi, halachicly he\/she can ordain another  individual.<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>In the past both the RCA (Rabbinical Council of America),  Orthodox Union and Agudath Israel of America have stated that there is nothing  they could do regarding Rabbi Horowitz since was he not a member of their  organization.<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Rabbi Horowitz is a convicted sex offender. Be aware that  it takes a village to raise a sex offender and to enable them to continue  molesting children or raping adults. Rabbi Horowitz is everyone&#8217;s  responsibility, including all rabbinical organizations, rabbis and Jewish  communities.<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>It is time for all of us to stop passing the buck. &nbsp;Do the  right thing, publicly denounce this man and remove his rabbinic  ordination!<\/strong><\/font>       <\/p>\n<p><strong>Contact Information:<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>Rabbinical Council of America  (RCA)<\/strong><br \/>\nRabbi Marc Dratch &#8211; Chairman of the RCA&#8217;s Task Force on  Rabbinic Improprieties<br \/>\nPhone: 203-858-9691<br \/>\n<a href=\"mailto:\/\/info@jsafe.org\/\">info@jsafe.org<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Rabbi Basil Herring, Executive  Vice President<br \/>\nPhone: 212-807-7888 x 5<br \/>\n<a href=\"mailto:\/\/bherring@rabbis.org\/\">bherring@rabbis.org<\/a><br \/>\n_____________________________<br \/>\n<strong>Orthodox Union<\/strong><br \/>\nRabbi Hershy (Tzvi)  Weinreb<br \/>\n<a href=\"mailto:\/\/execthw@ou.org\/\">execthw@ou.org<\/a><br \/>\n_____________________________<br \/>\n<strong>Agudath Israel of  America<\/strong><br \/>\nRabbi Shmuel Bloom, Executive Vice President<br \/>\nRabbi Avi  Shafran,<br \/>\n(212) 797-9000<br \/>\n<a href=\"mailto:\/\/shafran@agudathisrael.org\/\">shafran@agudathisrael.org<\/a><br \/>\n_____________________________<\/p>\n<p><strong>Background  Information<\/strong><br \/>\nUpdated Background Information on Rabbi Alan J.  Horowitz<br \/>\n&copy; (2007) The Awareness Center, Inc.<\/p>\n<p>Rabbi Alan J. Horowitz,  MD, is a convicted sex offender who is also an ordained Orthodox rabbi. As a  psychiatrist, Horowitz specialized in working with adolescents. &nbsp;His resume also  includes volunteering time as a Boy Scout leader and being a writer for NAMBLA  (North American Man\/Boy Love Association) publications. He graduated magna cum  laude from Harvard University; and received his Ph.D. and medical degree from  Duke University.<\/p>\n<p>Alan Horowitz was married with one child of his own and  seven stepchildren.<\/p>\n<p>In the past Horowitz was licensed to practice  medicine in North Carolina and Maryland. He never obtained a license to practice  in the state of New York.<\/p>\n<p>Alan Horowitz was first convicted back in 1983  in Maryland of performing an unnatural sexual act on the 12-year-old boy who was  his patient and his eight year-old little brother. &nbsp;At the time Horowitz was  sentenced to five-year probation. &nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The probation agreement included  allowing Alan Horowitz to move to New York so that he could live study Torah  at<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ohrsomayach.edu\/index.html\"> Ohr Somayach<\/a>, Monsey, NY. He was court  ordered to live on campus. Ohr Somayach is a Yeshiva serving young male  students. &nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Dr. Horowitz was also court ordered to be in counseling under  the care of Dr. Joseph F. Chambers (Maryland) and Dr. Issac Twersky (Monsey,  NY). As like many others who thirst in learning Torah, Alan Horowitz ultimately  ending up studying abroad in Israel.<\/p>\n<p>Alan Horowitz twice violated his  probation from the sentencing in 1983. There is no documentation of how he  violated it the first time, yet the second time was in November 1985, was when  he made aliyah and moved to Israel. He returned to the United States in  November, 1990 when he learned new charges were being investigated relating to  him allegedly molesting children in the West Bank (Israel).<br \/>\nPast newspaper  accounts stated Rabbi Alan Horowitz picked Schenectady in hopes of securing a  rabbinical appointment. Apparently each time Horowitz moved he changed his name,  using the alias Shneor Altar in Israel, Alan Horowitz in New York and Mike  Sonkin in Iowa.<\/p>\n<p>Not much time pasted for there to be new allegations made  of child sexual abuse. &nbsp;In 1991, allegations were made that Horowitz molested  three boys under the age of fourteen and a 14-year-old girl in Eastern Parkway  and Niskayuna, New York. &nbsp;It was around this time that authorities in New York  contacted Interpol and learned that the investigation in the West Bank (Israel)  was still being investigated.<\/p>\n<p>Upon Horowitz learning that new charges in  the US were being made against him, he attempted to elude the authorities by  moving. This time to Woodward, Iowa. &nbsp;Once located he was extradited back to New  York.<\/p>\n<p>During the new police investigation, the New York officials found a  trail of sexual abuse of patients dating back to the late 1960s when Horowitz  worked for a community organization that helped impoverished, inner-city  children.<\/p>\n<p>On August 27, 1991, Rabbi Alan J. Horowitz, MD was charged in  the Supreme Court in the state of New York on 34 counts of sodomy in the 1st  degree. He was also charged with two counts of Sodomy in the 2nd degree, one  count of sexual abuse in the 3rd degree, and 4 counts of endangering the welfare  of a child. During these court procedures a North Carolina man showed up during  the court proceedings claiming he was sexually abused by Horowitz as a child. It  is also mentioned that Horowitz molested children in the state of Arizona, yet  no more information about those allegations is known.<\/p>\n<p>On June 29, 1992 ,  Rabbi Alan Jay Horowitz, MD pled guilty to one count of 1st degree sodomy.<br \/>\nIn  a county Probation Department report Horowitz admitted that he was a pedophile,  but a &quot;normal pedophile,&quot; which Horowitz defined as someone who has consensual  sex with children.<\/p>\n<p>During August, 1992, Alan Horowitz made the news one  more time. This time was regarding a complaint that the county jail diet did not  provide for his religious needs. He asked a state Supreme Court judge to direct  the sheriff to provide more kosher food.<\/p>\n<p>There were many attempts to stop  Rabbi Horowitz being released on conditional parole on November 1, 2004 (Oneida  Prison, NY), yet these attempts failed. At the time of his release he was  Designation: Sexually Violent Offender and Predicate Sex Offender level three  sex offender).<\/p>\n<p>In 2006, Horowitz illegally left the United States  violating his probation. At first it was believed he was in Israel, yet instead  flew to Japan and on to Hong Kong, Thailand, Sri Lanka and India &#8212; leaving a  trail of newly sexually victimized children along the way. &nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>In India he  used his title of &quot;rabbi&quot; in his attempt to give himself credibility &nbsp;This is  one of the reasons why The Awareness Center implemented it&#8217;s &quot;CALL TO ACTION&quot; to  have his rabbinic ordination revoked.<\/p>\n<p>On May 22, 2007, Rabbi Alan  Horowitz was caught in India. Horowitz was in violation of his parole since  June, 2006. 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