I’m sitting at home on a Sunday. I feel tired and listless.<\/p>\n
I’m getting over a cold.<\/p>\n
I’ve spent most of the day in bed listening to lectures on making money online.<\/p>\n
As far as that goes, I haven’t made much progress in many months. I’m still making about $10 a day from adsense.<\/p>\n
I went into the chatroom and asked for a hug but got no takers.<\/p>\n
Emma’s gone for the weekend.<\/p>\n
I feel empty inside.<\/p>\n
I remember a time when I was energized and full of purpose — March 2003.<\/p>\n
We were invading Iraq and I followed along on the tele. I thought the shock and awe campaign was particularly neat.<\/p>\n
It got me very excited.<\/p>\n
I felt like a real man.<\/p>\n
I’d like to feel like that again.<\/p>\n
I wanna bomb Iran<\/a>. Shock & awe, baby!<\/p>\n When I was young, I felt like I had no limits.<\/p>\n These days, unless I’m in my manic phase, I feel surrounded by limits. If I add something to my life, I have to take something else away.<\/p>\n I wanna feel free and powerful again.<\/p>\n I wanna bomb Iran.<\/p>\n Is that so wrong?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I’m sitting at home on a Sunday. I feel tired and listless. I’m getting over a cold. I’ve spent most of the day in bed listening to lectures on making money online. As far as that goes, I haven’t made … Continue reading