It’s Saturday night.<\/p>\n
I’m still getting over my cold.<\/p>\n
I feel sluggish.<\/p>\n
I’m hanging out in my chat room<\/a>:<\/p>\n YourMoralLeader: oy, i feel like i should be more entertaining <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" It’s Saturday night. I’m still getting over my cold. I feel sluggish. I’m hanging out in my chat room: YourMoralLeader: oy, i feel like i should be more entertaining YourMoralLeader: gimme some scoop! guest23: Leah Kleim found another satmar guest23: … Continue reading
\nYourMoralLeader: gimme some scoop!
\nguest23: Leah Kleim found another satmar
\nguest23: doing the nasty
\nguest8: hi
\nguest8: wave
\nguest8: let me see if you are real
\nGROVER: what do you think of alex jones luke?
\nguest8: now smile
\nguest8: sing a song
\nYourMoralLeader: wrote history of NY Times? love him
\nguest8: I am a social worker are you depressed?
\nguest23: the 10 sons of haman!
\nYourMoralLeader: "Luke is bipolar" she said. "He won’t take his lithium. He’s too vain. he doesn’t like the weight it puts on."
\nguest8: do you have manic phase?
\nguest23: de-funk!! YAY
\nYourMoralLeader: all my mates are getting married, mortgages kids but i’m not making much progress
\nYourMoralLeader: 8, yes I do
\nguest8: what do you want in life?
\nYourMoralLeader: I am not bipolar, but I have some tendencies in that direction. I take the lithium as needed. it puts on too much weight
\nYourMoralLeader: To write, to have closer friendships, get married. I feel very lonely much of the time
\nYourMoralLeader: lithium is great, but severe side effects, so i keep it in the bullpen for when I start going to a dark place
\nGROVER: you dont have an accent like most ozzies not the earthy accent luke
\nguest8: do you have friends?
\nYourMoralLeader: yes
\nguest8: thats good
\nguest8: focus on the postive aspects of your life
\nYourMoralLeader: i find this chatroom staunches my loneliness
\nguest8: thats good
\nguest8: have you been married before
\nYourMoralLeader: i meet people through my blogging
\nYourMoralLeader: never
\nguest8: do you want to get married?
\nYourMoralLeader: i’m bit of a histrionic narcissist
\nYourMoralLeader: Yes
\nguest8: do you socialize at all
\nYourMoralLeader: i’m a drama queen
\nYourMoralLeader: yes
\nGROVER: maybe your a cia plant?
\nguest8: drama queen?
\nguest8: in what way?
\nYourMoralLeader: mainly through Orthodox Judaism\/writers = my social life
\nYourMoralLeader: it shows in my blogging 8 the drama queen
\nguest8: how old are you?
\nYourMoralLeader: 42
\nguest8: do you enjoy your life?
\nYourMoralLeader: I found lithium, clonidine takes the edge of my narcissism, histrionic tendnencies
\nYourMoralLeader: yes
\nguest8: ok
\nguest8: so you have found a path
\nYourMoralLeader: yes
\nguest8: that satisfies you?
\nYourMoralLeader: yes
\nguest8: you know marriage is not for everyone
\nYourMoralLeader: i hope it is for me
\nguest8: perhaps living this way works best for you
\nYourMoralLeader: noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
\nguest8: well
\nguest8: do you see girls
\nYourMoralLeader: yes
\nguest8: have been on any dates?
\nYourMoralLeader: i find sex the best medication
\nguest8: do you have sex with them?
\nYourMoralLeader: i don’t lack for female companionship, thank G-d, but want to settle down with one.
\nGROVER: so let me get this straight your an ozzy jew living in cali who likes alex jones!
\nguest8: well did you ever pop the question
\nYourMoralLeader: No 8, the women I’ve wanted to marry have not wanted me and the women who wanted to marry me, I have not admired enough to want to marry
\nGROVER: wow it really is a strange world after all
\nguest8: well the one that wants to marry you
\nYourMoralLeader: The woman I want to marry — this needs to be a woman I admire, respect, would be proud to be associated with
\nguest8: perhaps you should consider
\nguest8: no one is perfect
\nmizzmoze: want what you cant have and what want s you ,push away
\nguest8: find a good women with a good heart
\nmizzmoze: is that not a fear of intimacy liuke?
\nguest8: a good heart gives you everything
\nmizzmoze: true true
\nguest8: otherwise , perhaps you are afraid of marriage
\nYourMoralLeader: I need a wife who is reliable and responsible, who fills in my weaknesses, someone breathtakingly commonsensical and level-headed
\nguest8: and fall back and justify in staying single by saying the right one does not want you
\nguest8: you cannot find all in one
\nmizzmoze: im here!!!!
\nguest8: sometimes you settle for second best
\nguest8: and that works to
\nmizzmoze: the all in one package!
\nguest8: so sex is the best medication
\nGROVER: alex jones believes sept 11 2001 was perpatrated by the usa government. \/ do you believe that Luke?
\nguest8: how often do you need it?
\nguest23: he is often over medicated
\nmizzmoze: behavior modification,in extremes,will lead you to mental wellness,and off meds
\nguest8: do you see a therapist
\nGROVER: its ok i wont put you on a no fly list
\nmizzmoze: change your,thinking,scting,feeling and behaving..a long journey to wellness and healing
\nYourMoralLeader: This Alex Jones I admire — not the conspiracy theorist crank. http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Alex_Jones_%28journalist%29
\nYourMoralLeader: 8, I do not currently see a therapist
\nYourMoralLeader: but if my reality show goes, i want to make that an important part of it
\nYourMoralLeader: I stopped for $$$ reasons
\nYourMoralLeader: I see a shrink every 3 months to adjust my meds
\nmizzmoze: read ,apply,pray,
\nYourMoralLeader: I need love at least once a week or two to stay level
\nmizzmoze: i could use a daily dose of real good love myself
\nYourMoralLeader: I find…does more for my mood, sense of self-esteem, well being than meds and almost anything
\nGROVER: if you r a truth seeker you surely see the Bush gov is lieing about 911
\nUser GROVER was banned by broadcaster\/admin.
\nUser GROVER left the room.
\nmizzmoze: its the best natural relaxer,mood stabilizer,and natural pain relaxant
\nguest23: this music makes you happy… what makes you sad?
\nguest23: heavy metal?
\nYourMoralLeader: the feeling of futility, not moving ahead, makes me sad
\nmizzmoze: so you are busy all day writng and what else do you do luke?
\nmizzmoze: i work hard on healing
\nguest23: and if you stay in the same place
\nYourMoralLeader: mizz, that’s about it
\nYourMoralLeader: and studying how to monetize my work
\nYourMoralLeader: and reading\/religion\/socializing
\nmizzmoze: i live in the woods near the ocean,alot of peace and quiet,healing,nature and i love it
\nYourMoralLeader: I’ve always had one friend who just plays a huge role in my life… when cathy seipp died, that was a huge chasm. Now I have a new friend…
\nmizzmoze: i have also lost too many close family and friends
\nYourMoralLeader: my best friends tend to be writers or mental health pros
\nmizzmoze: I am a mental health counselor and a nurse
\nmizzmoze: work mostly with addictions
\nmizzmoze: and emergency room
\nYourMoralLeader: how do you like your work?
\nmizzmoze: I love to help people!
\nYourMoralLeader: great
\nYourMoralLeader: must be intense and interesting
\nmizzmoze: yes,very challengng
\nmizzmoze: alot of you ng kids hooked on the neddles
\nmizzmoze: needles
\nmizzmoze: ya know its tough fro them to quit or change
\nYourMoralLeader: why did you choose this work?
\nmizzmoze: itis a powerful drug,
\nYourMoralLeader: can sex\/seduction be a drug? an addiction?
\nmizzmoze: my mother was a nusre and a nurterer
\nmizzmoze: my fathers pain became ours
\nmizzmoze: i healed and went on to help others
\nmizzmoze: give away what i was given so to say
\nmizzmoze: yes it can
\nmizzmoze: but it wont kill you
\nQuixoticLass: it can kill you if you aren’t careful
\nQuixoticLass: if you choose your partners poorly
\nmaven: hey luke, i was hoping you were giving up posting these camstream dialogues …
\nmizzmoze: in comparism with social drugs i menat
\nmizzmoze: why??
\nmizzmoze: it might be his sanity
\nYourMoralLeader: cutting back
\nmaven: ok, because otherwise I’ll have to find some other way to waste time at work
\nmaven: you know, when you look at that angle, and with your beard getting grey, you are starting to look like Charlton Heston coming off of the burning bush encounter.
\nYourMoralLeader: calling my mom
\nmaven: Perhaps you can recite the ten commandments slowly
\nYourMoralLeader: in australia
\nguest23: did you send flowers?
\nYourMoralLeader: only to women I sleep with
\nYourMoralLeader: I don’t sleep with my mom — against the Torah
\nguest23: before or after?
\nYourMoralLeader: varies 23
\nguest23: deflower during
\nmaven: "you are not a god, you are not even a man" is the only line I can recall from the movie
\nmaven: Come on, you ought to be able to do at least one Charlton Heston line with that beard.
\nguest23: no love ya?
\nguest23: kisses to the Mum that raised you
\nYourMoralLeader: how does one become the chief rabbi of Ukraine?
\nguest23: practice
\nmaven: connections.
\nguest23: $$$$
\nmaven: Is he Chabad?
\nQuixoticLass: First, you should be fluent in Ukranian
\nYourMoralLeader: never seen the movie maven
\nguest23: hard enuf following them
\nmaven: Then stop calling yourself a jew
\nUser guest14 (24.197.128.18) entered the room.
\nmaven: its mandatory. like exodus, cast a giant shadow, if I were on guard duty I’d find that reason to think you were an infiltrating imposter
\nSid: when were you last in Oz, Luke?
\nYourMoralLeader: 2000
\nmaven: There are articles in Forward about controversies over the rabbinate in Ukraine bettween Chabad and others, but that name doesn’t show.
\nguest23: The Karliner chasidim are known for their custom to scream when praying. They are also known for their hospitality.
\nguest23: they scream when they are being hospitable
\nguest23: Matisyahu is now a Stoliner<\/p>\n