{"id":2375,"date":"2008-03-03T08:41:14","date_gmt":"2008-03-03T16:41:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=2375"},"modified":"2008-03-05T03:38:24","modified_gmt":"2008-03-05T11:38:24","slug":"mans-search-for-meaning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=2375","title":{"rendered":"Man&#8217;s Search For Meaning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.nytimes.com\/2008\/03\/02\/weekinreview\/02jennings.html?_r=1&amp;scp=1&amp;sq=%22dana+jennings%22&amp;st=nyt&amp;oref=slogin\">Dana Jennings writes for the NYT<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>As my 40s lengthened, I inexplicably became ravenous for wisdom and meaning.  I devoured theological tomes &mdash; the works of Rabbi <a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/topics.nytimes.com\/top\/reference\/timestopics\/people\/h\/abraham_joshua_heschel\/index.html?inline=nyt-per\" title=\"More articles about Abraham Joshua Heschel.\">Abraham Joshua Heschel<\/a> and the Catholic writer Thomas  Merton come to mind &mdash; as if they were particularly fine cuts of steak. We are  adrift in galaxies of mere information, distracted by the relentless drone of  the e-hive, and I ached for the oxygen of understanding, which is always in  short supply.<\/p>\n<p>Gradually I sought, and found, solace, refuge and a way of being in the  Judaism of my wife and my sons, found a depth that had been missing from the  religion of my childhood.<\/p>\n<p>What won me over to Judaism was the insistence that our sacred texts were  still vivid, still alive, the idea that the Torah and the Talmud were meant to  be wrestled with the way Jacob wrestled with the angel. In the Protestantism of  my childhood, the Bible, especially the New Testament, was meant to be read, but  reverentially. The words were cast in stone; they didn&rsquo;t resonate with the  earthy energy that I find in Torah.<\/p>\n<p>And, too, I was moved by a tradition in which we are still in dialogue with  our greatest teachers. We Jews speak of the ancient sages Hillel and Rabbi Akiva  as if we just had an espresso with them at Starbucks. We still refer to Moses  Maimonides, the brilliant 12th-century rabbi and physician, as if he still made  house calls. We don&rsquo;t dwell on saints and martyrs, but on flesh and blood men  and women.<\/p>\n<p>Now, I don&rsquo;t want to give the impression that becoming a Jew-by-choice has  been one smooth drive down some celestial highway of transcendence. There are  doubts, outright arguments with God and the little voice that keeps whispering:  &ldquo;Oh, come on, man, how much can one tiny strip of bacon hurt?&rdquo;<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><!--adsense--><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dana Jennings writes for the NYT: As my 40s lengthened, I inexplicably became ravenous for wisdom and meaning. 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