{"id":21582,"date":"2010-07-23T15:58:02","date_gmt":"2010-07-23T23:58:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=21582"},"modified":"2010-07-23T16:59:24","modified_gmt":"2010-07-24T00:59:24","slug":"nasty-piece-of-work","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=21582","title":{"rendered":"Nasty Piece Of Work"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I think I&#8217;m a nasty piece of work &#8212; angry, vengeful, and spiteful. <\/p>\n<p>I am so ashamed. I hate who I am much of the time.<\/p>\n<p>Thank the good L-rd my psycho-therapists don&#8217;t view me this way.<\/p>\n<p>They all look at me as a sad little boy. <\/p>\n<p>All of them have this perspective. I&#8217;ll confess in therapy to the shameful things I&#8217;ve done. I&#8217;ll confess to how I view myself. I&#8217;ll berate myself all session about my dirty deeds done dirt cheap. I&#8217;m a big sinner! I&#8217;ve spurned G-d&#8217;s love! And then at the end, they&#8217;ll say, &#8220;I see you as a lost little boy looking for love. There&#8217;s just an aura of sadness and brokenness about you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Thank G-d for psychology!<\/p>\n<p>Mike says: &#8220;Keep in mind that therapists get paid to tell you things like that, it is kind of like paying for love.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I think I&#8217;m a nasty piece of work &#8212; angry, vengeful, and spiteful. I am so ashamed. I hate who I am much of the time. Thank the good L-rd my psycho-therapists don&#8217;t view me this way. They all look &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=21582\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[21,17382],"tags":[22994,22995,17007,22993,5713,2924],"class_list":["post-21582","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","category-psychology","tag-brokenness","tag-dirty-deeds","tag-looking-for-love","tag-nasty-piece-of-work","tag-sadness","tag-sinner"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21582","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21582"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21582\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21591,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21582\/revisions\/21591"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21582"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21582"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21582"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}