{"id":140467,"date":"2021-06-24T07:35:52","date_gmt":"2021-06-24T15:35:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=140467"},"modified":"2021-06-24T07:35:52","modified_gmt":"2021-06-24T15:35:52","slug":"borderline-personality-disorder","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=140467","title":{"rendered":"Borderline Personality Disorder"},"content":{"rendered":"

From Unherd.com<\/a>:<\/p>\n

…people with BPD are cognitively \u201clighter\u201d than neurotypical people. That is: if you are heavy, it takes a lot to move you. So when something quite nice happens to a neurotypical person, it makes them slightly happier: the wind only moves them a little bit. When something quite unpleasant happens, it makes them slightly sadder.<\/p>\n

But if you are cognitively light, then the same events will move you much further. A small victory will make you thrill with joy; a small problem can make you suicidal (and BPD patients have a tragically high suicide risk in their younger years). It also applies to people\u2019s opinions of others: \u201cEither a relationship is perfect and that person is wonderful, or the relationship is doomed and that person is terrible,\u201d as the NHS page on BPD puts it. This is called \u201csplitting\u201d, and again, it\u2019s easy to think of it as someone being light, rather than heavy: being blown on the wind of events.<\/p>\n

People with these conditions feel emotions much more strongly. But they also have difficulty forming a strong self-image, and often take on very visible identities, such as being a Goth or a fan of a particular band, dyeing their hair or getting tattoos, in order to give themselves something solid to cling to.<\/p>\n

This piece written by a BPD patient discusses how she would change her entire personality, and with it her wardrobe, with each new relationship or phase in her life: \u201cIn my \u2018Premier League\u2019 days, it\u2019d be athletic and gym gear; when dating a hipster, I mimicked their use of rings and hats. My wardrobe was like the skin of a chameleon, physically embodying the changes in my personality.\u201d This one talks about \u201cwaking up and trying to be a new person every day. Go vegan, go goth, go hipster, go glamour, cut your hair, change your makeup, gain weight, lose weight, and never feel quite there.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

From Unherd.com: …people with BPD are cognitively \u201clighter\u201d than neurotypical people. That is: if you are heavy, it takes a lot to move you. So when something quite nice happens to a neurotypical person, it makes them slightly happier: the … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17382],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-140467","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-psychology"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t