{"id":137868,"date":"2021-03-14T13:27:37","date_gmt":"2021-03-14T21:27:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=137868"},"modified":"2021-03-14T13:37:03","modified_gmt":"2021-03-14T21:37:03","slug":"the-lost-year","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lukeford.net\/blog\/?p=137868","title":{"rendered":"You&#8217;re afraid it&#8217;s all been wasted time"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I think about how much human connection I&#8217;ve missed over the past year by socially isolating myself, I feel sad. Then, when I think about how I used the past year, I feel better.<\/p>\n<p>If I had used my extra alone time over the past year primarily to watch more TV and movies and play video games, I&#8217;d feel a great sense of loss now. But I didn&#8217;t do that. I spent my time primarily reading books, and I averaged about three books a week over the past year. Now, I may not have managed social isolation as well as I could. Perhaps I should have been more social and less of a fraidy cat. So I ain&#8217;t saying I made the best choices, but I can look back on the past year without the sense it was wasted time. I never got depressed. I never felt isolated or lonely. I never felt fatigued by my lack of a social life. Instead, I primarily got excited each morning about the possibilities for reading. <\/p>\n<p>The Eagles may not have been the most profound pop group, but if they weren&#8217;t, they were pretty close. <\/p>\n<p><iframe width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/qLNF6kQYaco\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Well baby, there you stand<br \/>\nWith your little head down in your hand<br \/>\nOh my God, you can&#8217;t believe it&#8217;s happening again<br \/>\nYour baby&#8217;s gone and you&#8217;re all alone<br \/>\nAnd it looks like the end<br \/>\nBack out on the street<br \/>\nAnd you&#8217;re trying to remember, oh<br \/>\nHow do you start it over<br \/>\nYou don&#8217;t know if you can<br \/>\nYou don&#8217;t care much for a stranger&#8217;s touch<br \/>\nBut you can&#8217;t hold your man<br \/>\nYou never thought you&#8217;d be alone<br \/>\nThis far down the line<br \/>\nBut I know what&#8217;s been on your mind<br \/>\nYou&#8217;re afraid it&#8217;s all been wasted time<br \/>\nThe autumn leaves have got you thinking<br \/>\nAbout the first time that you fell, fell<br \/>\nYou didn&#8217;t love the boy too much<br \/>\nNo, no you just loved the boy too well, yeah<br \/>\nSo you live from day to day<br \/>\nAnd you dream about tomorrow<br \/>\nAnd the hours go by like minutes<br \/>\nAnd the shadows come to stay<br \/>\nSo you take a little something to make them go away<br \/>\nAnd I could have done so many things, baby<br \/>\nIf I could only stop my mind<br \/>\nFrom wondering what I left behind<br \/>\nAnd from worrying about this wasted time<br \/>\nThe love has come and gone<br \/>\nThe years keep rushing on<br \/>\nI remember what you told me<br \/>\nBefore you went out on your own<br \/>\nSometimes to keep it together<br \/>\nYou got to leave it alone<br \/>\nSo you can get on with your search, baby<br \/>\nAnd I can get on with mine<br \/>\nMaybe someday we will find<br \/>\nThat it wasn&#8217;t really wasted time<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I think about how much human connection I&#8217;ve missed over the past year by socially isolating myself, I feel sad. Then, when I think about how I used the past year, I feel better. 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