I know it was wrong. I know it was against the Torah. I know it was motivated by lust and not by HaShem, but I couldn’t help it. I’m a star f—er and Cheryl’s a star. I watched all these TV highlights of her career and I wanted her and I wanted her bad and I wanted to have her in the hovel in the worst non-Torahdic way.
I was a different man then. I’ve since learned to overcome my sinful propensities with vast amounts of Torah and cold showers and social exclusion.
I’m a fool for love and I’m not ashamed of my big heart.
Here’s a pdf of the Pellicano trial memo from the prosecuting attorneys.