I Always Thought I’d Turn The Corner And Become Righteous

I was just looking at video of myself from Loma Linda University last year and I winced. Oy, I was harsh!

Makes me introspective and a tad mournful because I always thought there would come a time when I’d leave my bad ways behind me and become a mentch.

Sure, I played around in the first half of my life but now I was serious. I had religion. I had Alexander Technique. I had years of psycho-therapy. Now I was headed on the right path and I would consistently choose the good.

Not happened yet. I’m still a mixed bag.

It’s just occurring to me that there’s not going to be a great cataclysm where you could measure my life before and after this event. Instead, I’m going to be a mixed bag until I die, just evenly poised between good and evil.

About Luke Ford

I've written five books (see Amazon.com). My work has been followed by the New York Times, the Los Angeles Times, and 60 Minutes. I teach Alexander Technique in Beverly Hills (Alexander90210.com).
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